~WeLcOmE~

blogged after such a long time..

2006-03-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe. its been VERY VERY long since i've blogged here. i'm blogging in my 2nd blog, so pls dun mind.
i'm jus so sick of life nowadays. there r jus too many problems for me. one after another. its lik never-ending. i cant handle this anymore. i wanna end everything. i wanna end my life.
firstly, the jy problem. its nt my fault. i did nt leave them. i m avoiding them cos they r avoiding me. i thought they didnt accept me, so i left. is it my fault? argh!! i m goin crazy.
i dun wan anyone in my life anymore. i wanna be alone. jus leave me alone. to some of u, or actually to all of u, i m changed. i myself dunno. i feel changed to. last time, i wasnt lik this. i wouldnt get so stressed over this thing. bt now.. for every single little thing, i m over-stressed!
secondly, its abt relationships. *eye-rolls* u told her tat she abandoned u. jus cos she nvr call u or nvr meet u. i didnt noe tat u would get so worried over this. i noe tat she is far more impt to u den me. i wanna leave u too, bt i cant. lik i've always said, i think i 've made the wrong choice. cos.. this is making me weak. cos of u, i have lack of sleep. cos of u, my results r failing. cos of u, i m acting different or, my frens r seein me as a different person. so many things because of u. do u think i shd leave u? im scared to raise this topic to u. cos i noe u wil feel hurt. n i wil be terribly broken-down. i dunno y, bt nowadays i think im wrong abt u. i dun even noe abt u in the first place. i jus judged a bk by its cover. i didnt noe the inner u. bt now i noe. alot of ppl told me tat as years goes by, i wil meet alot of other guys n they mite be better to me. cos u can never rely on ur mind. bt.. its nt easy for me to leave him jus lik tat. we have been together n we have been veri close together. hw can all tat be forgotten? bt at the same time, its nt easy being wit him. i noe i shouldnt say this bt.. i hate her! she's ur fren, a best fren, bt make sure it remains lik tat. i have a right to be jealous. no matter wat u say, or wat she say, i hate her!! damn lots!
i dunno wats happening to me. ARGH!!! save me. my life span is getting shorter. n i m gonna end my life sooner or later. haiz..
toodles.

a wk.. wow.

2006-02-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

its been nearly a wk since i have blogged. alrite.. if u visit my other blog, u wil noe tat i m pretty unlucky y'dae n todae. sigh.. aniwae, its common tests goin on. maths- i gonna flunk it. yup. m very sure abt tat. DAMN! how did i miss out the last question?!!? ARGH!
on mondae, met him. n kinda fight la. i mean, he kept slapping me. n it was hard. so i gt angry, n showed my lil attitude. yup. n gt damn pissed! didnt tok to him properly the two days. on wed, met him again wit another cuzin n wit meera. they were kinda bullyin meera la. makin fun of her. bt meera toked back to them. HAHA.
ok fine. i wont stop u frm tokin to her. bt.. she's ur fren. yup, a FREN. u dun have to meet her every single nite til lik 11 or 12. hello?! where r ur senses? im nt jealous tat u r close to her. n i dun wan u to stop ur frenship. since u said she is someone very special to u in ur life. argh, watevr! i m nt bothered anymore!!
sch's boring. it sucks! especially maths. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh~
hmm.. tats all. im depressed! wanna pass all my common tests! HELP!!

valentine's day

2006-02-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i think y'dae was the ebst valentines' i had so far. he came over to my place bt we didnt realli do alot of communication cos my siblings was ard. he bought me a pendent. n tat costs $69. gosh! he jus bought it y'dae wit my sis. so expensive. bt the pendent was nice. (: aravind gave me a flower n chocolate. my fav choc. =D bt.. it was kinda embarrassing also la. joyz also receive flower. n its zong ying. omg! y'dae onli everybody knew tat he liked joyz. was kinda surprise. bt joyz smsed him sayin tat they r better off as frens. zong ying cried. haiz..
y'dae nvr study for the geo test. so todae in sch study lik crazy! the test was ok la. didnt noe a lil here n there, bt managed to do. the horror was for the maths test. i wasnt payin attention for tat chapter, n raihana taught me n jy last minute abt tat chapter. omg, so difficult!! i didnt do the whole of the last question. *sigh* hope i can pass. pls!!
tomo gt pe. haiz.. playin badminton. hope no need to run. i dun wan to run la. very weak nowadays. my active days r gone. ):
todae nvr go lib. hehe. veri tired. tomo gt guitar n crystal growin- so no need to go lib. fridae, i wil go lib. cos next wk i dun wanna go. haiz.. havin common tests alr.
ok den. ciaoz.

student leader investiture

2006-02-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

todae.. student investiture lik so boring! aniwae, enough of tat in my other blog. hehe.
y'dae wen to orchard wit my sisters to buy clothes for ganesh's b'dae. den gt lots of valentine day gifts. so bought a card for him which costs $7. den later on bought a wallet for him also. tat costs $53. total amt spent y'dae=$60. my budget was $50 to spend for him. well, gt him a wallet cos he wanted it badly n kept askin me for it. now im broke!! yup, jeevitha's broke. haiz.. dun think i wil spend this amt even for myself. haha.
lik wat indhu n lavin said, wat if i dun get anythin in return? it's a waste den. bt its ok la. he has done so many things for him n tolerated me for the pass 2 mths? so, its a reward for being patient. haha.
aiya.. gt test tomo. den mus do journal. den mus study geo. den mus do geo. den mus do car. *SIGH* my life is so pathetic. haiz, haiz, haiz.. gtg now. ciaoz.

1 day nt toking to him

2006-02-12T02:24:00.000+08:00

oh great. had a fight wit him. again. it all began cos i didnt tel him i have a blog. well, i dun find the need to. the other blog has too many of my feelings n sch stuff which i didnt think he shd noe. cos i dun wan him to worry abt me. the 2nd fight was cos he said i shd write everyday of wats happenin between the two of us. a diary. well, im lazy to write n stuff lik tat. and wat m i to write? where to keep? argh!! and cos of this, he said he wont tok to me the whole of today, which is sunday, after he keeps down this call. i was like- ok fine. wat can i say? so i agreed to it. and deliberately i asked him to put the phone down now. i dun wan to hear his voice. it irritates me. yup, irritates. he said he mite consider if mondae also he wil continue. hw said he is doin this cos he wans to punish himself. watever. i wonder y, i m nt breakin down now. i mean, usually, after each quarrel or sumthin, i would break down. bt this time, im nt crying. y? too used to his heartbreaks perhaps. almost everyday we r fighting. shd i continue this relationship?- i ask myself a zillion times. bt, he's perfectly ok. just tat, he's very concern over responsibility, respect n, the important one, being truthful and must listen to him. haiz.. i realli dunno wat to do. its nt easy for me to end this relationship. seriously. bt.. sumtimes, i jus feel lik breakin up wit him. its nt even 2 mths since we wen on, n i've thought lik a million times to break off wit him. wat to do? i feel lik leaving every single thing in life n running to a faraway place. dunno how to avoid him the whole day. ok fine. i wil show him i can do it. i wil forget him the whole of today. wen my exams starts net wk, i wil ask him nt to cal the whole of the week. lets see if he agrees. haiz..
enough of this. *cool-down* cant take his nonsense anymore. its always me who gets hurt. ):
jus now wen to see kavadi. quite boring this yr. after tat, wen to kopitiam. ate lots over there. haha. gt chilli crab, stingray, chicken wing, bread, n lots more. yummy! had a good meal todae. n yup, its my sis's birthdae. she's 22 yrs old. so came back home n cut a choc cake. the cake ok la. nt tat rich in choc. hmm.. tats all i guess. gonna sleep now. so late alr. sigh.. toodles.

2nd day of e-learning

2006-02-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

time flies so fast n its already the 2nd day of e-learning. n i ahven even finish all the hw!! only done lit n eng forum. haiz.. so much more to go!!
put up the song 'don't speak' on my other blog y'dae. it suits the situation im in. yup. mayb things r gonna change for the better tomo. mayb.
anusha wans to die. joyz said she wil follow suit if anusha dies. haiz.. going through alot of things recently. jy said anusha's depression is very bad. think jy also has depression. frm the way she blogs. haiz.. gonna go mad! wil all this end?
sanjeevi is sick. y'dae his temperature is 40 degrees. how bad can tat be. *sigh* everything is so hard on me nowadays.
exams on the way. 2 more weeks. next week got lit n geo test. have nt even start preparing for it. argh!!
k den. ciaoz.

1st day of e-learning

2006-02-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

the war ended? i dun think so. it wouldnt end so fast. y'dae alot of ppl cried. me, jy, basirah, anusha, ms, candice, joyz n even px. haiz.. bt guess the war is gonna end soon. veri soon. the time is nearing. i hope.
dun wanna write again watever happened. *memories back* if i dun update here, pls check out my other blog. lazy to type in both. hehe.
so end my post here? btw, today is the first day of e-learning. so much hw!! haiz. lazy to do also. most of my classmates doing alr. sigh..
friday my sis getting her results. wish her all the best. she can do it. if she does very well, going choc buffet after tat. yayy!
mon n tues, met sanjeevi after sch. monday was wit him til 6pm. y'dae til 7pm. lol. so long. luckily my mum didnt scold. hehe. *nauhgty gal*
tats all den. ciaoz.

other blog pls..

2006-02-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

been 3 days since i updated. was updating my other blog. cos these few days its abt the "war". so mus let my classmates noe abt it. so was updating there. bt i cant realli update every of my feelings n thoughts there, cos many ppl r viewing it n it causes lots of misunderstandings. so wil write more here, kies? bt for now, the time being, visit my other blog. cos have been updating n concentrating there more. bt dun worry, wil update here too. hehe. feeling so lost in this world now. feeling tat everything is going in da wrong direction. feeling useless? feeling unwanted? haiz.. i cant even understand myself anymore. who m i actually? arghh! having depression. hope everything turns out fine. sigh.. ciaoz.

depressed!!

2006-02-03T14:08:00.000+08:00

jus came back home. todae in sch, lik veri weird. nvr tok to anusha. den after sch she sms jy saying tat we left her. is actually she leave us. she avoided us the whole day fr no reason n now she is blaming us. argh!! i cant take this anymore. then during recess wy cry. she say she cant take it n wan to transfer sch. after sch, wen readin the sms anusha sent, jy also cried. jy cried in da morning also. y'dae nite, all of us cried. haiz.. y is my life so DEPRESSED!! i jus wanna run away some wher no one can find me n scream all i wan.
in tl class, aravind gt embarrass. cos mus tok the new thingy, n he nvr tok anythin. he jus stand there. so he gt scolded. den had debate also. im the judge. DUMB! so the best speaker i chose fenasir n nt seetha. lol. bt seetha grp win la. cos they spoke veri well.
sci lab, i n jy laugh n laugh. we doing our own creation of experiments. lol. we jus mix all the gas n liquid together to see a new product. haha. then bh also came n crack lame jokes. lol.
n yup. i opened up another blog. fr my classmates. u can check out there also. bt guess wil be more active n open here. over there gt some things i cant sae. the webby is bitterswiit-.blogspot.com.
guess i wanna take a nap now. its so boring. *yawnz* ciaoz.

friendship broken?!?!

2006-02-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

todae sch wen on normal. after sch had crystal growing. it was quite interesting actually. then after tat met sanjeevi outside my sch. we talked under a blk. then had to go off early alr cos gt student leader rehearsal. poor fellow, came all the way frm jurong west jus to see me fr few mins. felt so bad. ):
the student leadership thing veri funny. mr kwok crack lame jokes. lol. bt everyone stil laugh, cos later he wil ask y nvr laugh. lol. abit stupid actually the peer leader pledge. i suppose to stand in the front row. den anyhow i jus go to the back. lol. the last row is all frm my class one. haha.
todae sumthing really bad happened. i realised todae, actually a few mins ago, tat no one can be trusted easily. no matter how close. anusha directly told tat she doesnt lik basirah. n basirah noes abt it. i dunno y anusha cried, bt basirah cried. i mean, how cud anusha do this?!?! and she told all this to joyz n grp. n she told us in msn tat she finds it easier to tok to them n she is more open to them den us. i mean, wada hell. she call us her close frens n best frens n ask us to be open wit her, n now, jus cos we wit basirah she saes tat she doesnt wan a close frenship anymore. argh!! im realli damn pissed wit her. i cant take this anymore. was she acting all the way or wat? the 4 of us hav separated. haiz.. didnt even expect this to happen. jus cos she dun lik basirah, she expect us nt to tok to her also. n she even told nadirah abt this. nadirah is always lik the 3rd paty. wan to noe eveything abt anything. argh!! i wanna change sch alr. wenever i think of my the choice of my sch, i always tot it wasnt bad after all cos i had this 3 g8t frens. bt now, its all gone. everything is scattered. all dreams, promises, hopes, everything is gone!! most imptly, the frenship is gone. *sobz*
dun wanna blog further. ciaoz.

haagen-dazs rocks!!

2006-02-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! haagen-dazs belgian chocolate rox! its so yummy. im eating it now. woohoo~ its actually a small cup only bt it costs $5! tats ex, bt guess its worth. the actual haagen dazs wil be nicer, bt of cos more ex. wil buy tat soon. and ya, waiting to go choc buffet. anyone wanna go wit me? *smiles*
todae sch was really boring. maths 3 periods!! so boring. den sci. omg!! can mrs phua, pls teach faster? i wan mr oh back. *cries*
wen for lib todae. was using the comp the whole time actually. typing some stuff. then we stack up some new bks. some sci bks to be more specific. the bks r really gd. shd go n hav a look at them wen im free.
i also played sudoku wit ms rashida. haha, its so fun. n so difficult!! was crackin my head. gosh, dunno how they create this type of puzzles. *eye-rolls*
tomo gt hm econ. bt nt sure if gt test anot. wil ask my frens later. tats all i gotta blog todae. ciaoz.

woo.. a wk..

2006-01-31T11:56:00.000+08:00

its been a wk since i updated my blog. didnt realli have the time to sit down infront of the comp n blog. y'dae n todae no sch cos of CNY. fri's celebrations in sch was very boring. didnt realli enjoy it. after tat, went to meet sahana, my pri sch fren to go to bendemer pri. bt we were nt allowed to go in. so we wen to mcdonalds instead wit my bro. after eating we wen back to bps n called our mdm serene to bring us in. so at last we were allowed to go in, n she treat us mee siam each. gd ah? (:
saturdae, wen to east coast todae in the evening. cos gt gathering for cny. over there we ate, played games n sang songs. haha, it was fun. and we only came back at abt 1+ in da morning. b4 we wen to the east coast, i n my sisters were waiting for the taxi under my grandma blk. and to our horror, a person committed suicide. we were lik under the blk. and this person was on the parapat on top. luckily there was a parapat, or else i think the body wil be right infront of us cos we were jus under the parapat. gosh! its so scary. we nearly escaped. bt the hand was out of the parapat. eww! it looks lik a lady's hand bt my father said its a guy's one cos he investigated. i dun think she committed suicide cos there were cans n bottles thrown down b4 she/he came down. guess it shd be a fight. the next dae my father said tat the person is frm tampines n came here for reunion dinner. omg. so sad.. ):
sunday, wen to my aunt's hse at sengkang for so-called reunion dinner. had lots of food there! was there until lik 12am. cos they showed Paheli on tv. the movie is abit stupid actually. bt sumthin different i shd say.
y'dae.. my two cousins came over to my hse fr lunch. and they were wit us until lik 10pm. guess this is the longest i have been wit them. we were jus toking stories n looking at photo albums. and one of my cousin asked me to massage his head. lol. its fun being wit them. at abt 6+ we wen to mustafa to buy digital cam as my sis wanted to buy it. it was 400 bucks. then we wen to have our lunch at some vegetarian restaurant. n one of my cousin asked fr chicken!! LOL. after eating, we wen back home. a very tiring day. didnt even tok to my cousin on the phone todae. slept abt 12. early ah? ((:
todae.. last day of the 4-dae break. lazy to go back to sch. sigh.. wil end my post here den. ciaoz.

lib nt tat bad actually

2006-01-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

todae wen lib after sch. i was using the comp the whole day. cos ms rashida ask me to find some quotes or proverbs for the lib board. it was quite ok actually. then aravind n his grp of frens came. and to my surprise, he sat beside me n tok. i was lik- huh? is this aravind? lol. cos he have nvr come n toked to me b4. haha.
during sci, we wen to the comp lab. mrs phua ask us to go to asknlearn to do some sci stuff, lik drawing mindmaps n doin quizzes. bt i wen to msn instead. n to my surprise, most of my classmates were online!! haha. it was so fun. cos the vice-chairperson was also online. lol. then some of the other classmates were lik surprised cos most of us were very attentive to the comp. bt we were chatting instead! lol. very funny. (: then after we log off frm the comp, all of grin at each other. haha. *evil-grinz*
gt back my maths results. well, i gt 14. was kinda disappointed though. anusha gt 10. can see tat she was very sad, bt she tried to hide it. well of cos she wud, cos she is one of the smartest in class. btw, the marks is upon 20 ok?!
y'dae had drama. very fun. rosna had no partner. so she joined my grp. we talked. yes, we talked. was kinda normal actually. then came online, n she unblocked me in msn. so i also unblock her. haha.
todae in sch gt the head prefect voting. i vote for kai xuan. nisa n kai xuan gt high competition. half of my class choose nisa, another half choose kai xuan. i dun wan to giv any comments on this. *sealed lips*
anusha can sing very well!! todae morning she sang 'my love' by westlife. the song veri nice. now i finding for tat song to download. haha.
k tats about it. shall i change my blogskin?? hmm.. k ciaoz.

nvr go lib again? damn scared sia..

2006-01-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

i didnt go lib todae!! argh! tomo i cant go lib cos gt the drama enrichment. so mus go todae, bt too lazy. i confirm gonna get scolding frm ms tan. haiz.. save me pls. todae wy gt scoldin outside dm office in da morning during assembly. she gt scolding frm mr tbc n mrs poon. they scolded her very terribly. actually, in fact, they SHOUTED. heartless ppl. sigh.. i dun wan to be lik tat. i hope i wont get much scolding. *cries*
todae sch abit boring though. esp maths!! 3 periods. omg!! then had sci. the sci i dun understand!! then raihana was teaching me. haha. how on earth to find the electrons n protons n neutrons? argh!!
and yup. y'dae i told my 2nd sis abt me n sunny*. she was nt realli shock cos she suspected it b4 alr. and she asked him todae. she was kinda angry wit him fr nt telling her first. bt i m happy. at least a person in my family noes alr. (:
meeting up my primary sch closest frens on fri after sch at bendemeer pri. after tat we mite be going to 'our' macdonalds. LOL. then may be on march holidays meeting up wit my pri 6 class. miss them tons! jus wish i can go back to the pri sch daes. *thinking-of-the-past*
tomo gt home econs. i dun lik the teacher. den mus cook some more. haiz.. i hate home econs!!
wil end now. on da phone at da moment. ciaoz.

singapore poly?

2006-01-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

my legs r stil pain todae. in a recovering state now. wish it wud get better by monday. *sigh* pe sucks especially tbc's. he's torturing us!!
todae morning wen wif my sis n her fren to singapore poly. then met my cousin dere. we were looking at some courses cos my sis doesnt noe which course to take. suppose to go to temasek poly also. bt didnt have much time. then on da way, my cousin saw his cousin, n the worst part is, he jus wen off wit them. i mean, how rude can tat be? well, he didnt do it purposely of cos. bt doesnt he need a courtesy? my sis was damn pissed off. i have nvr seen her get this angry b4. we told our mum bout this. n she was lik how cud he jus leave lik tat. well, i wouldnt say its his fault totally. bt i think a lil manners is lackin there. argh, well lets nt tok abt it. its jus gettin on my nerves.
wen for a evening tamil movie. it is a kinda violent movie. bt the story line was nice. i dun regret going for the movie though my aunt thought it wasnt nice. to me it was ok.
my cousin bought me Angels and Demons n the Merci chocolate. woohoo! my favs. i gonna start to read the book alr. too excited. (:
wil stop now. ciaoz.

hate the damn pe!!!! argh..

2006-01-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

my legs damn pain. argh! cos of the stupid pe y'dae. stupid tbc. make us run so much ard the hall. and ask us to walk on our hands sum more. my legs cant even move much now. today the whole day struggle to walk. cant laugh, cant walk down the stairs properly, cant stretch or bend my legs freely. sigh.. stupid pe!!
had my maths test y'dae. it was ok. i didnt noe the last question. the rest was ok. can make it. i guess. *giggles*
todae, nth much happened actually. had lit. mrs thiru nowadays crackin alot of jokes n tryin to be funny. haha. we r the only class she yet to show her temper on. (:
then had science test. it was ok la. some were abit confusing. the worst part was, we suppose to make our own question based on the chapter. and i was lik 'huh?!', cos most of the questions were already on the paper. so where m i to find an extra question?? bt i jus wrote some stupid stuff n hand up the paper.
i stil haven go to the lib to report. haiz.. bt mayb i wil go on mondae. i think i better go on monday, if nt confirm dc alr. wy have to go dc alr, cos after so many reminders n warnings she stil dun wan to go choir. y isit compulsory to have cca???!!!
tats all now. my legs r aching!!! ciaoz.

maths test!!?

2006-01-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

y'dae didnt blog. guess i was kinda busy. cos stayed back til 4 y'dae. had drama enrichment. it was quite ok la. a lil boring here n there. overall=nt bad.
den came home use com, sleep in da afternoon. so had no time to do my hw. bt i did it at nite, at abt 11 sumthing. the worst thing is, i slept at abt 2 y'dae n woke up at 5am this morning! cos todae gt maths test. so i was practicing n revising my maths. *so sleepy*
and.. the day b4 y'dae nite i cried. cos had a lil fight wit my cuzin. oh great, we always fight. bt this was a serious one. its nt tat i lose tats y i fight. it was for some reason. forget it. bt now the fight is actually over. this always happens la.
think tats at it for y'dae. so today.. wen to the com lab 1. n mrs phua was teaching so slow n it was so boring!! atoms, molecules?? wat da hell. i dun even understand wat she is teaching. mst of us were sleeping alr though. haha. bt i did write down notes cos gt sci testi on fri. haiz.
had tamil todae. then a librarian came n asked me to see the library teacher. then the teacher was lik since fr the past 2 weeks i nvr come, she say come today to do lib duty. bt i didnt go. os gt art grp work to do. i scared tomo she come again and scold me. bt i wanna quit my cca. to sci club maybe. hmm, stil thinkin whether to join sci club. wy say she also wil join if i join. bt mus see whether allowed to change cca anot. sigh..
the maths test was ok. the last question very difficult. i dunno how to do. i wrong alr cos my frens answers all lik quite close to one another, bt mine very different. bt can pass la. LOL!
todae stay back in sch til lik 4. then wen to class bt the boys grp was there. then on the whiteboard they wrote my classmate name n my name. as in "love". argh, cant be bothered wit these rumours. these r common anyway.
now im jus chatting n listening to mp3. so bored! mus do art. then maths, bt tat one pass up next mon. hmm, tats all i guess. jus hope my lib teacher wont call me up tomo. sigh..
ok den. ciaoz peeps.

maths so diff!!!

2006-01-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

todae nth much happened actually. had a lil quarrel wit sanjeevi y'dae. bt todae morning it was alrite. as usual. *bleahz* had maths todae. omg!! interest?? rate?? principal?? omg!! im going crazy ova these. mrs loh jus teach n teach n teach. its nt tat it was fast. it was at a slow pace n easy to understand, i guess. bt almost the whole class was sleeping. no one cud understand. its nt her fault totally. its the way she spoke actually. so soft n slow. i dun understand anythin. omg! wed gt maths test. i have to pass. no matter wat. wanted to revise todae, bt no time alr. cos too much hw. tomo mus burn midnite oil n study lik mad. haiz.. mus ask my sis to guide me alr. *sigh*
then on fri, gt sci test. y so many tests?? sch is killing me. my lifestyle has become so hectic. ok, i noe im toking lik i hve no free time AT ALL. i do have, but.. c'mon, i need more space. i need a break!! waiting fr chinese new yr holiday. n i have nt done my geo research project finish. argh!! *help me!!*
todae stay back in sch until lik 5pm. need to do art grpwork stuff. wit basirah, jy n wy. then they wen to the lib to find some pics bt i stayed at the i-spaze. cos if ms rashida see me in lib, she wil ask y i nvr come fr duty for the past 2 wks. i wanna quit lib!! its so boring. sitting at the lib for 3 hrs doing nth. bt in pri sch it was fun. mayb cos my frens were also there. haiz..
tomo gt drama enrichment programme. some crap thing. until 3.45pm. oh gosh. lik tat how to come back n study fr maths??!!! i going to go mad n have depression. *sniff*
alrite den. wil stop here. gonna do my maths revision aka hw. lols. ciaoz.

new song.. woohoo~

2006-01-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

changed the song!

woohoo~

*love this song*

bored!!

2006-01-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

todae woke up early in da morning. at abt 8am cos my mum woke me up. she say mus wake up early as it is punggol. so sleepy! *yawnz*
todae didnt do anything much. jus on msn n frenster the whole day. didnt really wanted to blog, bt i was simply too bored. my mum bought me a big album n she was arranging all my b'dae photos frm 1 yr old. my hse is full of photos. at least every wall wil have a photo. haha. my mum loves taking photos n arranging them no matter how long it wil take. lol.
nishanth proposed to me todae. i said no. i mean, i cant possibl go stead wit him. i onli treat him as a fren n nth more than tat. then atika told me tat arun loves me n wanna go stead wit me. i said no again. i dun wan to go into a relationship yet at da moment. i need more time to spend on myself n my sch more than my guy. let me grow a lil more older. (:
tats all for todae i guess. sch is gona start again. weekends r going off so fast!!
tomo sanjeevi is coming back. kinda miss talking to him though. its bored. bt he smsed. he said he bought me my fav blue merci chocolate. thanks*
ok den peeps. gonna watch tv now. ciaoz.

omg.. my leg is aching!!

2006-01-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

todae sch was ok. during tamil class was veri scared tat my name wud be called to do the article thingy. omg, now everytime during tamil class mus be in fear. todae was ismail turn again. fianlly he did a gd job. during lit, it was nt tat boring. it was fun actually. mrs thiru's lessons r nt as bad as last yr. well, my class actually broke the record tat she nvr got angry wit us the whole of last yr. angry in sense tat she nvr scream at us. haha. she said we r the first class. haha, tat shows how gd my class is. lols.
then wen to sci lab. aravind sit behind me. argh! bt nvrmind, i dun care. then i was nominated to be RUG community leader. it means Racial Untiy Group. n my job is tat make sure evryone in my class r united in all races. they shd mix races n learn to lik everyone frm different races.
then mrs phua said gt crystal making project to be done wit a sci teacher. he is trying to make crystals grow. kinda a research. so i, anusha, jiayi n basirah join. then in da end, qian xiu also join. argh! nobody likes her in class, cos she toks alot. tok alot lik always correcting the teachers n stuff lik tat. can be really irritating at times. =X
then came back home n wanted to take a nap, bt was on msn instead. then at abt 730 i slept. n woke up at 9. actually can sleep longer. bt had a phone call frm deva-i dun even noe who is he. he said he gt my no frm his fren n doesnt wan to tell me who. getting alot of calls frm unknown ppl nowadays. gonna kill da idiot passing my number ard.
then in msn once again, had comments or rather, compliments on my dp. haha. okok, shall nt boast. im so bored!! its a friday nite, i dun wanna sleep early.
n y cousin bro has gone m'sia. he asked me to cal him in a morning wen i leaving to sch, bt then he nvr ans the cal. he called back 3 times, bt unfrotunately couldnt hear the vibration. haiz.. gonna miss him though we always fight. haha. wat r cousins for neway. received a sms in da afternoon. it was stated tat it was frm my cousin. i dun think so. no 1, cos his name was spelled wrongly. no 2, he's in m'sia n he gt time to sms?? no 3, he said he wont sms or cal wen he's in m'sia. so who is this person?? hmm..
gonna sleep now. my eyes pain alr. n oh ya b4 i forget, today in frenster all my testis r gone!!! ova 100 testimonials n all r gone!! omg!! argh!! how can this happen? humph. if i dun get my testis back, i gonna hate frenster forever. humph!
todae my leg damn pain sia. cos of the y'dae pe. couldnt really move freely. esp the back of my legs n the thighs. haiz..
ok den. wil blog tomo. btw, as tomo is punggol, wishing all indians Happy Punggol. fr ur info, its a day of harvesting. so they celebrate it. ok, todae is a long post, so ciaoz. enjoy ur weekends! (:

hate the damn pe

2006-01-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

waa todae damn tired sia. first of all, cos of mr tan bak cheng. i mean wat da hell. can he be more reasonable? he make us run up n down the stairs so many times. argh!! i cant tell how much pain i was having wit my legs. i jus felt lik taking my legs off. it was tat painful! den after the pe lesson, luckily is recess. so some of the boys were in da class. then i, jiayi, nadirah, wanyu n meishan were in class. cos jiayi almost faint n nadirah wanted to vomit. all were lik almost flat in class alr. zx, the fastest runner, was feeling kinda faint. see, this shows how hard the pe lesson was. then we were going to the art class cos we didnt go for recess. we stayed in class. on the way to the art room, met haja n his frens. i jus walk past him. well he didnt really say anythin or watever. he jus continued toking to his frens.
then after all tat, suppose to meet sanjeevi todae as he going m'sia tomo morning at 6. he ask me to go outram. then half way he say turn back to dhoby ghaut. humph. idiot! then met him n wen to toapayoh as dhoby ghaut nothin to do. so at toapayoh, wen to popular to get some of his stuffs. then wen to mac. cos he nvr eat lunch. then we sit there fr awhile n chat. then wen cold storage. over there he buy his facial products. nt really facial. bt the necessities. after tat i can take 31 frm toapayoh to go back home. bt thnx to my dear cousin he make me go to kallang by mrt n take bus frm there. argh!! cos he has to take mrt. then came back home so tired now.
i wanna sleep. bt cant. got lit hw to check, tamil news article to find n erm, think tats all. bt im so tired. i jus wan to lie on da bed n i wil be off to my dreamland. haha.
i took a pic wit my sis sumwhere at the end of nov last yr. so i edited it n put jus my pic in my msn display pic. haha. wad wonderful compliments i got. some even ask me to put in frenster. ok, im nt being proud or wat. bt i was kinda shocked tat so many ppl told compliments. cos to me, i think i looked lik a ghost. lols.
wil end here den. i m shivering. its so cold. the whole day raining. i wanna sleep!!! ciaoz. (:

it training.

2006-01-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

today kayal change her place to the front. i so happy!! now only me n jiayi at the back. woohoo~ but rosna all stil sit infront of me. humph. n i sitting infront of her in tamil class. tats the worst. argh!!
science lesson was nt bad today. mrs phua teach damn slow sia. now only goin to sci chapter 1. if mr oh i think go chapter 3 alr. haiz. im starting to lik the maths lessons. the teacher is abit boring la. bt she let us learn independently. we jus do our work n she wil jus carry on teaching. good, tat is wat i lik. haha. tamil, argh! i told u abt this article review thingy rite. lucky it was nt me. it was the joker-ismail. good. i realli dun wanna tell. im jus gonna embarrass myself. then in class we hav to do a kind of grp work. so this seetha, rosna n kayal grp. then i ask raihana to come my grp, bt the 3 of them force her to go their grp. n i mean it wen i say 'force'. so raihana jus sit there. then finally raihana say she wanna join my grp. then seetha, rosna n kayal face all changed alr. haha. too bad.
so tomo got tamil again. sighs.. i dun wanna tok. after next week then i tok, pls. haiz. tomo got pe. omg!! i hope he du come. bt he always come to sch. i dun wanna run. i hate to run. argh! i gonna hate my life very soon alr. nono, im suppose to love. rite? hmm..
todae suppose to meet sanjeevi. cos he going m'sia on thurs nite. bt then i forgot tat i had IT training. n he got class also last min. so it was cancelled. maybe tomo. bt see first. dunno if i tired or wat. cos gt pe.
today the IT ok la. she teach us how to do web design. which i alr noe. n how to make a blog. whic of cos i noe. then gt typing test also. last yr i was 2nd. yayy! this yr i wanna try n come in 1st. the IT lessons actually quite fun though. (:
the rain jus stopped. it goes on n off. hmm, hope i can have longer sleep today. cos y'dae i only got 2 n a half hr of sleep. was on a phone. haiz. shd cut down on the amt of time i tok on da phone. oh damn! gt tamil compo to do. n maths ws. hmm, wat else? think tats all. weekends mus o my geo finish. i dun care. no more excuses!
wil end here. very tired. ciaoz.

hrithik's b'day!! (:

2006-01-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

today is hrithik roshan's b'day. my hubby. haha. how i wish. (: he is a bollywood actor. gosh, he's damn handsome. n he's wife is so damn gorgeous. *envies* haha.
jus ate my dinner. had harshbrowns to go wit it. *yum* jsu now had a conference wit nishanth n arun. arun-i dunno who is he. he called i think abt 2 days back n started talking. he say he got my no frm somewhere. co-incidently arun n nishanth noe each other. weird? yes. maybe they two plan to call me n they r acting. wil find out. *evil grinz*
tomo mus go sch. lazy, very lazy. i dun wanna go sch. its so boring. mus sleep early todae. so tat can wake up early tomo. haiz. tomo gt tamil. argh! i wanna quit tamil alr!!!
jus now my sis was teaching me maths. ok la. its nt tat difficult as i thought it was. jus a lil more understanding of the formula n i think i can do it alr.
i mite nt be updating tat often alr. having sch, tests, assignments etc. n im jus OVER-STRESSED! i need a break. or perhaps i need to get over the nov-dec break. i gotta wake up n realise there is no more break now. its streaming n i gotta be serious. way more serious than i used to be. yes, i gotta realise this. no more laziing ard. so i wil update only wen i got the time or wen there is sumthin realli impt to update. probably on weekends i guess.
gotta continue my maths revision now. ciaoz peeps.

rain rain rain..

2006-01-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

todae wake up in the morning to go school so cold. keep shivering. has been raining continously for the past few days. especially yesterday. the worst. the whole day rain. haiz. actually i love rain. very cold n nice. bt sometimes it can be irritating. cos i feel so lazy to do anything. haha.
school was terribly boring today. in da morning mus go to the hall to welcome the sec 1 pupils. they look so innocent bt they r nt. they r actually the brave, naughty ones. haha. maths was ok. the eng, grp wit rosna. argh!! cant stand the side of her. then during sci, mus do some stupid model of solid, liquid n gas. n when we do the gas, i n my frens run to the toilet. cos gas means 'free to move around freely everywhere'. haha. smart ah? some of the boys also run to the toilet. haha.
then came back home n was so hungry. bt no food at home. so i slept the whole afternoon til abt 7pm i think. haha. i pro in sleeping. lols. (:
jus had my dinner now. ate tom yam. yummy!
tomo no school. yayy!! no mood to go school. i need a break. this yr maths so difficult. we learning sec 3 one. then semester 2 mus learn A-maths alr. crazy rite?? we r the first batch of students to learn this. after us, is all new syllabus. i need to buck up on my maths alr. haiz.
then the sci, so much to memorise!! i gonna have depression. argh!! i jus wanna scream!!
oh, since im on it, let me write down my favourite song; the chorus-
"how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes
i got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as im fading away
im sick of this life
i jus wanna scream
how could this happen to me?"
nice? i think this suits me alot. tomo holiday. yayy! can sleep. haha. mus start the geo assignment also.
tomo gt tamil. argh!! how? i haven find any article to tok abt. damn! i gonna get embarrass. sick n tired of tamil la. jus hate the tamil class. so irritating.
wil end here. ciaoz.

family stone?

2006-01-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

yesterdae school was ok. during tamil lesson, the teacher came out wit this lame thing tat frm next wk onwards everyday someone shd tok out to the class abt any news article. argh! i hate this. i cant tok loud in tamil class n my tamil is nt so fluent. well, obviously seetha n rosna would love this cos its their time to show off their skills of tamil. well, i dunno wat i gonna do wen its my turn. save me!! *cries*
then we wen to sci lab. aravind sit behind me. argh!! i hate this. sch is so boring. all the teachers r boring. i wan 2005!! so fun. n i wan mr oh back. he's sci lessons r the best.
after sch, met sanjeevi n wen back to my home first. then after tat wen to toapayoh wit him and watch The Family Stone. the movie was ok la. then after tat wen to airport to send my so-called brother off. then we ate in burger king. tat was my day yesterdae. so tired n sleepy.
todae woke up and slacked. fought wit my bro, as usual. then toked on da phone. watch tv. todae on vasantham central had this very interesting drama. its abt this gal who was over stressed by her parents. she gt the 5th in the whole college bt her parents were nt satisfied. they wanted her to get top in everything so the gal tried ways to commit suicide. veri interesting drama.
now jus online. bored! mus do hw tomo. haiz. ok ciaoz.

stupid sitting arrangement!!

2006-01-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

todae go school, the sitting arrangement is changed. cos y'dae the commitee members re-did it. i hate the new sitting arrangement. the rosna, seetha n raihana r jus sitting right infront of me n jiayi. and kayal is also sitting beside me. argh!! then wen i told mrs phua to change, then stupid rosna say cannot move. i hate my new place. have to sit wit the ppl i hate most. in tamil class, im sitting infront of them. luckily during art, im quite far frm them. haiz.. idiotic ppl!! always mus do things in their way as if they some kind of queens. argh!! ok i shall nt tok abt them. if nt i wil get very angry. *i wanna scream!!*
tamil class was ok. i was sleeping half way. too tired. cant even open my eyes. cos onli got 3 hrs of sleep. slept at abt 2+ y'dae. after tamil, suppose to have pe. everyone got changed. then my last yr tamil teacher came n say no pe cos mr tan nt free. he assisting the sec 1s in some programme. *phew* luckily. i hate pe.
todae my recess is the 2nd one. so we were having our recess wit the upper sec. saw haja today. heard frm nadirah he's in 3e3. well, it doesnt matter to me la. after recess is art. the art teacher quite long winded. then we do mind-mapping on musical instruments. such a stupid theme for this semester. so difficult! i dunno how to draw instruments. *sigh*
later on had geo n eng. both was ok la. ms ong say our class is stil da best compared to this yr sec 1e1. haha.
for todae eng, mus bring one informal n formal letter. bt i dun have formal letter. so i ask zx in msn. he say ok bt then i suppose to giv him treat. lols. he say mac, pastamania, choc buffet, go restaurant, n lots more. bt of cos i nvr agree. haha. then he chose mac. and he put as his msn nick. lols. todae in sch, keep torturing me to treat him to mac after school. lols.
tomo lit. i stil haven write the 2 poems. mus go offline now n write alr. so wil end here. ciaoz.

2nd day of skool.

2006-01-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

todae is the 2nd dae of skool. today was ok la. we started back to study todae. the sci was ok, bt i stil prefer mr oh to teach us sci. he teach veri gd. alwaes giv us ans and doesnt lik to delay time. then had thinking period. during tp, we suppose to discuss on how to improve our classroom. we can do anythin to it. lik paint, draw, watever. cos my sch havin competition between classes. last yr, i n jiayi were in-charged of the whole class. tat means we were the ones deciding on wat to do to the class n stuff lik tat. so this yr we resigned. cos its a very busy job. so we let the rest decide.
then maths period was ok. mrs loh taught us rate. the way she taught was kinda easy to understand. then geo, didnt do much. jus look thru the first 2 chapters. my eng teacher is the same one as last yr, ms ong. she told us to do well in maths and eng, the 2 impt subjects, so tat we can go to the class we wan next yr.
i wanna go to triple sci class. bt dunno if can anot. cos gt many others wan to go ther also. then my class gt alot of smart ppl. haiz. mus work harder alr.
then finally had tamil. my tamil teacher has changed! yayy!! so happie. hehe. this teacher quite ok la. at least he doesnt embarrass ppl. he's quite funny.
mus do my lit poems alr. fri mus hand up the lit. mrs thiru isthe same lit teacher. haiz. she very strict. tomo got pe. omg! its mr tan bak cheng. gonna die alr. he gonna torture us to run. bt luck nt mr zuhri. if nt worse. run until can die. haha.
todae actually mus go lib. bt nvr go. lazy la. y'dae also mus go. i wanna quit lib al. very boring. bt cant change. mr tan wont allow. *sigh*
gonna sleep awhile now. ciaoz.

1st day of school.

2006-01-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

heys! todae is the first day of school. bt before i write abt it, let update wat happened y'dae.
yesterday made a sudden arrangement wit my sis n sanjeevi to go out for the movie King Kong. we suppose to meet at abt 2.30pm bt sanjeevi came late. the movie started at abt 3.10pm. so we cant watch it cos it was kinda late alr. so we decided to catch another movie. sum stupid movie i shd say. its kinda a cartoon movie. bt nth else to watch, so we watched tat. haha. after the movie, wen to the fountain. so beautiful. (: it was nice to be there. after tat it was back to home.
today school-BORING! some of the teachers have changed. and those teachers tat i wanted r nt teaching us anymore. the new teachers r damn boring. they tok so soft n slow. i n my frens were alr lik half-asleep. bt i noe one thing-its nt gonna be a fun yr this yr. its gonna be serious work and a boring yr. cos all the teachers so boring!! haiz.. i wanna go back to 1e1. so fun. n i dun lik my new classroom. so untidy. then we were deciding on who to become chairperson, treasurer, notice-board commitee, discipline commitee n etc etc. since i was in the discipline commitee last yr, i didnt wan to do it this yr. i n jiayi were lik doing the last yr notice board fr the WHOLE YR, so we didnt wan to do it this yr, no matter wat. so we sabo-ed rosna n seetha to do it. haha. i jus cant stand them!! well, no one in my class can either. haha.
the sec 1's this yr most of them frm bendemeer pri. some lik gangster. bt some really very innocent. haha. so cute. lols. well, i was a sec 1 last yr. haha.
stil got my geo research project to do. bt my geo teacher v.gd. he say hand up on 23rd jan onli. stil gt time. haha. lit stil gt onli 2 poems left. *phew* actually the maths i didnt do, n luckily, the teacher didnt collect also. haha. lucky!
wil end here den. ciaoz.

happy new year '06

2006-01-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year '06
first of all, happy new year to everyone. hope all of u have a blessed, prosperous and joyful year ahead.
as i look back, i realise tat the yr 2005 has gone pretty fast. in tat yr many things have happened, both happy n sad. jus wanna start my new yr anew. the yr 2005 was great. met many ppl in my life, gt to noe more ppl, more frens etc.. resolutions for this yr? stil yet to think. mayb to be more attentive in class, study hard, plan my time management on the net etc.
so wat happened these few days:-
31st dec/the last day of the year '05 saturday
wen to temple in the morning. then met my cousin, sanjeevi, wit his fren at kfc and ate. then we talked awhile and wen to bugis to buy new phone fr my dad. then wen back home.
evening, wen to one of my far relative's hse. we always go there every yr to celebrate the new yr countdown. we r nt really tat close wit tat family cos we only go there twice in a yr. once fr deepavali n the other fr new yr. so we started off by eating. there were lots of food. then the tamil radio station, 96.8, had the top 100 songs fr the yr. so i n my cousin were listening thru our phones n we wrote the songs down. the top 5 were expected by most of us. the top song is my favourite song, so im satisfied wit the results. lol. they also had other awards fr lik the worst actor n actress, the unsightly movie, the terrible song n etc. there were lots. all negative. haha. it was very fun. then the countdown began. we drank wine. *shh* then we began hugging each other n wishing each other happy new yr. n we got our blessings frm our grandma. had lots of msgs. i sent all my new yr msgs ard 8.30 cos later mite be jam cos of so many ppl sending msgs. i send to at least abt 25 ppl. haha. then wen home ard 1am.
1st jan '06
wen to temple again in da morning. to a different temple. the temple was very crowded. after awhile, we ate the tamil food and came home. so tired! *yawn* suppose to go out wit sanjeevi today bt we cancelled it. another day perhaps.
the best thing is, the geo hw which was given 2 mths back to do, i did it within 2 days. woohoo~ gd ah? haha. so left is my lit poems. argh!! i cant find any stupid irony poems. stil have to put my sec 2 bks in the shelf. haven even do tat. haha.
i lazy to go back to sch. gt so much of work to do. hmwks, projects, assignments-actually all r abt the same. lols. i dun wan the same tamil teacher. oh god! no way!!! i cant stand her.
wil end here.
oops. i realise i didnt write anything fr the christmas. so let me start. *sorry fr the delay*
on christmas eve, mine n my aunt's family wit our grandma wen to clarke quay to have our dinner first. bt we had to book the damn place cos its very crowded. so we had to wait lik for an hr. so meanwhile, we took a boat ride at the singapore river. haha. we took the whole boat to ourselves. the total fee was $96. ex huh. bt nvm, its worth. we enjoyed ourselves. haha. crazy singaporeans i shd say. lols.
then we ate at the indonesian shop. the food there very nice. i love indonesian food. very nice, spicy. after tat, wen to orchard to brin the christmas spirit. met up wit my auny n uncle and we wen together as a whole grp. we bought the sprays and the snowy spray. it was so crowded in orchard. then we sprayed on each other. haha, its fun. and we headed home.
tats all to post now. ciaoz. (:

6 days..

2005-12-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

its been 6 days since i have updated. kinda lazing at home. i finally went to watch a movie. the chronicles of narnia. i went to watch it wit my cousins and siblings. the movie is great. now i m jus waiting to watch king kong. anybody wanna go? *winkz*
time flies so fast. 4 more days n its school. n great, i have nt done my hw. okok, i have to do oit by tomo no matter wat even if the sky falls. cos i wanna enjoy on the weekends. haiz. the lit hw is driving me crazy. we r suppose to write our own poems. im nt a poet ok! *sigh*
yesterday i went to kintamani to eat. it is a indonesian restaurant. i wanted to go ther lik 3 yrs ago bt only got to go it yesterday. cos the food there very ex. n i mean it wen i say ex.
nxt yr onwards, its gonna be stress stress n more stress. streaming!! im gonna go crazy.
there is this very irritating pimple on my face. its kinda small. bt its irritating. haha.
n now there is this very famous personality test going ard. my colour is black! the colour of professionalism and achievement. hehe. (:
wil end my post here. ciaoz.

3 days?? i wil update..

2005-12-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

i have been missing in action fr 3 days. kinda busy n all. wil update now. (:
wednesday 21st dec
wen out fr dinner with my cousins. it was quite fun actually. there were 7 of us in total. we wen to marina bay to eat. tat place is so deserted. we wen to a steamboat buffet there at $12/person. and we sat outdoor. suddenly the stupid rain came and all of us had to rush in. inside was so cramp. bt it was ok la. some how managed. haha. and i was the one gt bullied by my cousins. cos im the youngest. humph!!
thursday 22nd dec
suppose to go out with shah bt suddenly it rained n he gt terribly sick. 41.3 degrees. wat da hell rite. so we postponed out meeting. i spent my day listening to songs. it was kinda boring though. at nite i was talking to shah until lik 1am. then i was talking to my cousin bro. i n him had a tiny fight actually. then its over now. haha. so was talking to him until 3.30am. then i slept at 4am cos my sisters also were nt sleeping. they were on da phone wit their frens. haha.
friday 23rd dec/today
today was quite ok. suppose to clear my bookshelf bt was too lazy to do. TMR! hehe. wen to the temple in da evening cos its my grandfather's 9th death anniversary. was at the temple only for a short while. then came on. and m using the comp.
tomo suppose to go out wit my cousins for King Kong bt then i n my first sis changed our minds. my first sis has some work to do and i didnt wan to go cos my second sis r quite close to tat cousins. n i wil be left out. so i prefer to stay home doing my own stuff. (:
tomo evening mite be going to orchard to lite the christmas spirit up. mite also be going clarke quay to have my dinner. so fast its christmas. which also means sch is starting soon. very soon. im nt prepared at all. i mean i have nt even completed my hw. haiz.. ):
wil end here. byes.

shah?

2005-12-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

i am very bored today. suppose to lik do my hw bt thanks to my bro i couldnt cos he keep distracting me. watched the hindi movie main hoon na today which means 'i am here now'. its so sweet the movie. and funny too.
i've already put those plastic coverings n my bks fr next yr. gosh, there is lik so many things to study next yr. i better be more attentive in class and dun let other issues distract me. tomo goin for the steamboat. woohoo! at marina bay. my mum didnt really giv a curfew, so guess wil be there wit my cousins til late night.
i dunno how to do the eng article.the title is 'do u think students at ur age are ready to be in a relationship'. wat m i to write for tat? yes?? no?? both?? sigh, i dunno. most of them wrote no, well tats obvious cos they dun wanna write the truth there cos everyone in my class is able to see wat they posted. some daring ones wrote both. i think i shd write my views frm both ways. bt to think abt it, r we really ready for it? well, i dunno. bt guess its ok. (:
i m going out with shah on thurs. maybe onli la. mus see mood first. haha. ok, i will stop my post now. my eyes r getting tired. so byes.
oh ya, its wanyu's b'de y'day. HAPPY BELATED 13th BIRTHDAY! sorry, it slipped off my mind y'day. hehe.

its monday again

2005-12-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

today woke up at abt 12.15pm. cos y'dae i slept at abt 5am. so sleepy. *yawns*
later mus put the plastic covers on my bks for next yr. and mus check my letter box to see if i gt my hw. *grins* if i get it, think mus do my maths done today. then geo tomo. and finally the most hatred one-lit. it's nt tat i hate lit tat much. i actually scored well for final-yr. bt i jus hate it wen i've gt to memorise every single point in the book. it's so torturing. ):
y'day was kuch kuch hota hai. next week is KABHIE KUSHI KABHIE GHAM! woohoo!! got my hrithik roshan acting there. hehe. tat movie is also very nice. some kind of family story. very touching. but the best is stil kal ho naa ho. i jus love tat movie. (:
maybe later on i wil watch series of unfortunate events. it's been so long since i watched them. i used to watch it everyday bt due to my final yr exams i stopped and have nt watched till now.
oh, its my cousin's b'day today. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY THINESH!! we wil be going for steamboat on wed to celebrate his b'dae. cant wait!! (:
and i've got to thank this particular person who have been visitng my blog for the past two days and have given wonderful compliments on it. thanks deepak. (:
will update later on if i have the time. for now, byes.

changed blogskin again.

2005-12-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin again today since im so bored. and i guess i will delete off all my earlier posts and start off anew again for some reasons. perhaps, i wil jus keep frm this month;december. but i dunno, mite change my mind nt to do so cos its such a pity to delete off so many posts. (:
today woke up at 12pm. was too tired to get up but received a call frm my classmate. so forced myself to get up. =X oh ya, i n one of y classmate came up wit the idea of wat to do wit all my lost hw. haha, n we came up wit a stupid plan. cos since my classmate has nt done any of the hw, i asked him to photocopy all of it n send it to my mailbox. haha. yet to receive it. (:
sch is gonna reopen soon. n im nt realli prepared for it. nt prepared lik of the amt of stress, morning wake ups, revision, holiday hw nt done. humph! mus sch reopen so fast? bt its also gd in a positive side.
i changed my frenster look again. lols. its also a white theme lik this. ((:
im starting to like the word IMPERFECT alot. i find it nice, unique.
oh, today is viknesh's b'day. HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY! i smsed him bt received no reply back. humph!!
and today i have to return my temporary room back. actually it's my cousin's room. bt since he went on a holiday for a week to thailand i took his room. and i think he's comin back tomo. so i got to shift all my things away. ):
today on arts central is KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI! a wonderful movie. the whole of december they put shahrukh khan's movie. woohoo! i love hindi movies. they r so nice. (: im waiting to see salaam namaste(hindi movie). heard it was nice frm anusha.
and yup, i think the latest two hollywood movies i saw n is nice is skyhigh n harry potter and the goblet of fire. daniel radcliffe is hot! and emma watson is so elegant. ((:
wil stop my post here. kinda bored sitting infront of the comp for so long. byes.

king kong?

2005-12-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

jus came back home frm orchard. actually my mum n sisters were bored at home n didnt noe wat to do. so we decided to go to a cousin's hse at first bt changed our minds later on. so we wen to plaza sing to watch King Kong. bt unfortunately all the tickets were sold out. we asked for 9.30 show tickets and later than tat also was sold out. sigh. so we decided to have our lunch n go back home. on the way, we changed our minds again and walked frm plaza sing to orchard. we were lookin ard and shop little here n there. unfortunately again all the fast food restaurants were full. cos of christmas is coming n it is a sat evening. so we wen to toa payoh and had our dinner there at mcdonalds. i bought a pair of earrings at toa payoh and my sisters bought 2 tshirts. i wanna watch King Kong! mayb some other time i guess.
now im jus so bored so decided to blog. guess wil be sleeping late as usual again. tomo by hook or crook, i mus arrange the sec 2 bks and try, at least a little, do my geo. at least 1/2 of it. argh! and i shd be double attentive in class and study more cos my class gt alot of smart kids. so it's hard. wat to do. haiz. nvm, shd nt give up yet. shd continue my aim to go to triple science class, no matter wat!
guess wil stop now. byes. (:

finally..

2005-12-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

heys! finally i gt the mood to blog now. haha. i have always been wanting to blog but due to my laziness, forget it. lols. im plain bored at home. i wanna go school. but at the same time, dun feel like also. i guess i shd start updating my blog now and then. i always read others' blog but for mine? haha.
anyway, i didnt go for the asuraz dance comp cos i wen out wit my aunt and mum n my siblings. i bought a top which costs ard $30 i guess. tat was cheap. but i was still pretty sad n disappointed i couldnt go for the asuraz dance. heard it was nice. ):
oh ya. it was my dad's b'day yesterday. but we celebrated it the day b4. wen to eat in some restaurant in campbell lane. it was nice. (:
yesterday wen to buy my sch books. and omg. it was lik soo cheap. cos i took most of the tetbks frm my sis and some other ppl. it was only $115. how cheap can tat be. well for the balance money, i paid my hp bills. haha. suppose to go bowling yesterday bt it was postpone to today. today also cant go cos i wen temple in the morning wit my sis n mum. wow, its been so long since i wen to the temple.
wen buying the books yesterday, saw some uniform grps and the netball gals practising. then i saw denes and haiqal. cant be bothered la. actually i nvr talk to them b4, but always see them ard school.
yesterday also wen to popular and gt some of my stationaries. haven buy all yet. then i n my sis wen to watson's and bought some facial products. it was ex. but i guess it's worth. (:
wil try to update more often. hopefully. haha. gonna change my blogskin now.
later on in da evening, mite be going to my aunt's hse fr some prayers. dunno if wan to go or nt.
byes.

:: perfect day i hope ::

2005-12-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

its monday again. 3 more weeks to sch reopen. n i have not done any of my hw done yet. haiz. i m jus lazing ard the hse, nt going out also. haiz. it's so boring!
now i look up the sky, i see so many shiny stars up there. isit a perfect day today? or is tat its gonna be a perfect day soon? i dunno, but im jus very happy to see those stars.
the best part is i can go to the asuraz dance competition. yayy! i m so excited. haha.
and on friday my dad is gonna brin me n my siblings to bowling. yayy! wow, so many nice things on the way. mayb thats y the stars r there. haha. (:
the sad thing is i lost all my holiday hw. the most impt one is maths n i lost it. omg! think i gonna get a gd scolding frm teacher on da first day.haiz. ):
i've got to start all my hw alr. haiz.
oh ya. i took a pic wit my bro yesterday. cos we had nth to do. haha. tats the pic, the one right above. haha.
guess wil stop my post here. jus wish me luck tat i can find ALL my hw. lols. (:
byes.

:: yea! i m back! ::

2005-12-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

yea, i m back. finally! ok, i m pretty bored nowadays n always wanted to update this ancient blog but ended up changin my mind. haha. i always read others' blog but neve update mind. haha alrite, so wat happened these few days? i n one of my guy cousin r nt tokin as close as before for sum silly reason. bt i dun lose much la cos of it. lols. erm.. it's alr december. nxt mth is sch alr. n i have nt even started my hw. omg! bt at least i started my geo yesterdae. gd ah? haha.
ok, i think i wil TRY to update my blog frm now on. nt tat i dun lik my blog, i love it. bt its jus tat i m lazy. alrite wat else. erm, abt bgr, lets skip this question. haha.
i m pretty bored these days. nvr go out also. cos my frens r all the not-going-out type. haiz. and my stupid comp mouse is such a pain. it's so irritating. i think i mite changin my blog skin soon. saw some realli nice ones wen visiting my frens' blog. hmm, mayb wil do tat on mondae or sth. later mite be goin to some b'dae function. argh!
oh ya. the most exciting part is there is a tamil dance competition on 10th dec. the ticket is only 5 dollar. and the top 15t famous dance grps r participating. cool rite. n Agni Reloaded wil be dancin as the guest performance. Agni Reloaded won for the Dhool'05 as the champions. yayy! i love em'. i wanna go for this competition. my mum allowed. well she should ok. i hav been a gd gal for more than a mth stayin at home. bt who to go wit? i ask my sis to follow, she said she wil ask her frens and see first. haiz. i cannot miss this. evryone in frenster is lik so hectic abt it. all were saying lik 'a show nt to be miss.. dun regret..'. so i cant afford to miss it rite. i mean, i hav to go. it's gonna be fun. i guess. or at least hope. well i realli wish i can go.
tats all i guess. wil update on mondae kies. takkaire. byes.

:: almost a month?? ::

2005-11-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

hey peepz.. yea, finally i m back.. haha.. it's almost month i guess since i have blogged.. and within this weeks alot of things had happpened.. which i cant possbly list them all down here.. cos of the deepavali, my cousin's wedding alot of stuff have happened..
my cousin's wedding was simply great! i love it.. it was like a 3-day wedding and for the 3 days continuously we will be meeting up the same ppl, which helps us get to noe more abt each others' families and get closer to our cousins especially.. it was nice.. and u noe after wedding, elders have to give the bride n groom some kind of treat.. so again we met for the following week and this time it was much closer the bond.. it's nice to have huge relatives ard u.. u feel secured?? haha.. i dunno how to put it.. and i've got this bunch of relatives who have this habit of hugging each other, regardless of age or gender, wen we meet at the start or leaving a place.. it's nice.. haha.. it makes us feel much closer.. and for ur info, this is all my mum's side.. my dad's side is abit boring n we r nt tat close..
this is one part of wat happened at the wedding.. as for the bgr part, i dun wanna blog anythin abt it.. cos there's too many.. haha..
and ya, there was a point of time, my keyboard gt spoit.. cos my sis tripped water on it.. so now i took my bro's n m using it.. muahaha! =)
tats all i gonna blog.. nowadays too lazy to blog la.. my hand pain.. haha..
dunno wen will blog next.. and oh ya, it's sch holidays peeps! it's time to party.. but mine's so boring.. and i wen to watch 'harry potter n the goblet of fire' yesterdae.. it was ok la.. nt as gr8t as the previous ones.. abit confusing bt stil it's nice.. noe y? cos it's my daniel radcliffe acting.. hahaha..
sch hols gt alot of hw.. hell la.. bt my hols is getting me lazier.. i wake p at noon, eat, nap at afternoon, wake up at evening, watch tv, eat, sleep.. wat the heck?? haha.. worse than a pig i guess.. haha.. gotta exercise soon alr la.. if nt gonna be obese..
and recently one of my cousin n i were discussing abt the unusual symptoms i was having recently.. and u noe wat.. it matches to the symptoms of DIABETES!!! wad the hell rite? omg! i m freaking scared man.. sigh, sigh, sigh.. let fate decide watever happens..
and now i m addicted to this book called 'the da vinci code'.. it's nice.. seriously..
and i m addicted to a few songs now also.. will write them down some other time..
now i gonna stop blogging k.. tired alr.. lol..
nitez.. buaiz~

:: sad sad.. ::

2005-10-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

back again.. but sorry tat i didnt blog on friday.. seriously didnt hav the time.. so let me start off now frm friday..
friday was the last day of school.. so sad.. we did class cleaning in the morning and later on we had the concert thing.. and as expected, the tamil part of the concert sucks.. the malay part was good esp wit the Souljams singing.. =) then after the concert, nadirah n nora started crying.. cos nora was going to normal acad nex yr.. =( but we wil stil remain frens foreve.. haiz.. then had to stay back in school until 3pm cos of the meet-the-parents session.. was jus walking ard the school doin nth.. then my father came and collected the report book.. i got 26th in class.. can u believe it.. argh!! was damn disappointed.. but i gt 39th in level.. sigh.. hav to jus work harder nex yr.. much harder.. but i m goin to 2e1.. yayy! haha.. tats haja's class.. hehe.. oh ya.. n i saw haja today.. but we didnt tok.. sigh.. so i cant see him for the next 2 months and i dont hav any contact wit him.. haiz.. argh! i shd have given him my number wen he asked.. i m regretting now.. =( so after i came back home had to go to my aunt's hse for some prayers.. was damn tired n sleepy..
sat.. nth much happened actually.. =)
sunday.. gt a lecture frm my mum cos i was on the phone last nite until abt 5am.. sigh.. n cos of tat, it spoilt my mood the whole day.. later in the evening had to go to my grandma's hse for some prayers.. over there was quite ok actually.. we were toking abt each others' hse cleaning.. and my sis came out wit the idea tat this yr we shouldnt hand shake anymore.. we shd hug each other instead for deepavali.. hahahah.. wat an idea.. =)
so today.. woke up at abt 11.. gt 12 missed calls frm jonathan.. 6 last nite n 6 this morning.. haha.. i was sleeping and the phone dropped at the bed side.. and the phone was in silent.. so i couldnt pick up.. haha.. sorry anyway.. =X
later on will be going to the expo.. at the campbell lane.. its confirm gonna be damn crowded.. but we stil go there everyday at nite the day b4 deepavali.. to put henna.. haha..
so tomo i cant update cos its deepavali n i wont on my com.. so HAPPY DEEPAVALI! =) and SELAMAT HARI RAYA! =)
wil blog again wen i have the time kies.. till then take care, byes!

:: another 1 week? ::

2005-10-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

ok.. so i did nt blog for almost a week.. its nt tat i have been busy or wat.. jus didnt feel lik bloggin.. then i realised u missed quite alot of stuff happening in my life.. lol.. so let me update frm monday.. sunday nth much actually..
monday.. school was ok.. wen to little india.. it was so damn hot.. the trip was quite boring cos we had very little time to look around.. then wen to class and jus tok, tok n tok.. hehe.. this whole week sch finishes at 1.05.. cool huh.. came back home n checked my frenster.. and guess wat.. haja's fren (the one who asked my number on haja's behalf) sent me a msg.. he said he was interested in me and asked to go stead.. i was so shock.. so i jus replied to ask wat class he was in..
tuesday.. had a stupid programme abt f.i.t.. so boring the talk.. but had a free bandung drink.. =) after tat we had a sushi making session.. omg! it's so disgusting.. so i didnt make.. hehe.. then back at frenster received msg frm mohd again.. mohd is haja's fren for the info.. he said he's in 4n2 and asked abt going stead again.. i said no.. haha.. i didnt noe i was so brave.. lol.. wen for the tamil rehearsal thingy today.. i hate it.. simply hate it.. it's so boring n awful.. but i had no choice but to stay back.. haiz..
wednesday.. wen to fort canning park.. before we left sa haja in the canteen.. but we didnt say anything.. so at the fort canning, we had to draw some plants.. later on we were given 2 hrs to draw something we saw.. the title was 'looking ahead'.. nadirah, meishan, wanyu, joyce, i, anusha n basirah sat at one corner and drew pineapple plant.. tat was the easiest.. hehe.. after the drawing we had so much time left.. so we wen exploring the place together wit adrian n meng hao.. we saw many tombstones and were jus playing ard.. haha, it was fun.. then wen we got back to the destination we suppose to be at, we saw the whole class waiting for us.. haha.. so embarrassing.. we forgot abt the time due to all the fun we were having.. lol.. then in the bus we were making so much noise.. anusha n nadirah together wit some chinese gals were singing songs.. haha.. it was really great.. then wen back to class jus toked.. did nt go for the tamil rehearsal stuff today.. cant be bothered.. but some of the tamil students called me.. i did nt pick up the phone.. haha.. couldnt connect to internet today..
thursday, today.. wen to ice-skating.. woohoo~ in the morning my tamil teacher asked y i didnt come yesterday.. i jus told her i was busy.. she said i have to come today if nt i have to go dc.. sigh.. stupid lady.. lol.. in the bus it was fun again, as usual.. we gals were sitting at the back.. we always compete wit the boys who were to sit at the back row of the bus first.. haha.. i noe it's lame.. but it's fun.. lol.. ice-skating was fun.. it was very slippery at first.. but later on got used to it.. i didnt fall.. but.. tat stupid ismail n ashri kept going round me to make me fall.. they kept tripping me.. idiots.. then finally ismail succeded in tripping me.. i fell.. it was nt really tat pain.. i got up n neve played again.. didnt hav the mood alr.. but i got my revenge by pushing him down wen he came to the bend.. muahaha.. then nadirah was shivering lik crazy.. she was wearing lik 7 layers of sweaters and was stil shivering.. omg! after tat, we were allowed to go to mcdonalds to buy food.. i bought chicken burger wit fries.. then we ate in the bus.. after tat wen we reached school, some of us, including boys wen to the classroom to rest or perhaps sleep.. it was so tiring.. then more of my classmates joined us and u can see my whole class everyones' heads down.. then had to go ard asking ppl abt the class-lib thing again.. did i mention abt it? oh nvm.. it's nt really impt anyway.. its jus tat we had a mini lib in our class and now 3/4 of the books r missing.. so the whole class have to pay for the missing books.. n i m in-charged.. argh! after tat some tamil students came down to call me up to the tamil classroom.. i didnt go.. i dun wan to go!! so i told one of my classmate to tell my teacher tat i sprained my ankle cos of the ics-skating.. n for tat, i hav to treat my fren.. nvm la.. as long i dun go.. haha.. but i dun think the tamil teacher wil believe.. sigh.. tomo i m going to receive hell frm her.. haiz..
tomo is the last day of school.. cant believe it.. so fast one yr has passed.. wow.. this one yr has really been great.. if without tamil class it would be fantastic.. lol.. i m gonna miss 1e1.. seriously.. this class is great.. hope we wil go to the same class nex yr.. n tomo is also the meet-the-parents session.. my father is coming.. i hope i go to 2e1 nex yr.. i did nt really do well for my final yr exams.. but i wan to go 2e1.. if nt so embarrassing.. haiz.. y my life so miserable.. lol.. actually it's nt.. tomo gt the concert thing.. the tamil part is gonna sux.. i gonna miss school i guess.. i gonna miss haja.. omg! i cant believe i m telling this.. haha.. oh ya received a msg frm mohd.. he asked me y i said no.. i haven reply yet.. dunno wat to reply also.. very scared tomo.. jus hope i dun see my tamil teacher.. haiz.. gonna hav depression cos of her.. =X
so jus hope everyting goes well tomo.. and hope i dun cry cos of missing sch.. lol.. jk.. hehe.. buaiz~

:: tired ::

2005-10-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

aightz.. y'dae nth much happened actually.. spent the afternoon cleaning my room wit my sis.. so dusty.. n tiring.. later in the evening, wen to expo at campbell lane to see the deepavali decorations.. didnt buy anythin much except earrings.. then while we were walking outside a mosque, there was this hole there.. and one of my legs slipped in.. ouch! ok, it was pain.. n VERY embarrassing.. =X then one of my shoe's heels came off.. wow, look at the impact it made.. so i had to buy a new pair of shoes.. tats an advantage.. lol.. but my leg hurts.. sigh..
today.. spring cleaning again.. wiped the windows and cleared my house-lib.. haha.. the house looks neater and more spacious now.. XD
tats all i guess.. feeling restless.. and i m editing my frenster profile now.. making it nicer.. lol.. buaiz~

:: games day ::

2005-10-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

ok.. so i didnt blog yesterdae.. n the reason was because i forgot.. hahaha.. wat a lame reason.. but i realli forgot.. =X so let me update frm yesterdae..
y'dae was the games day in my school.. n there was many different types of games held in different places in the school.. i n some of my frens didnt play anything.. so we were jus walking around and looking at the others play.. and the most important thing y'dae tat hapeened to me was......
someone was following me.. n it was HAJA!! can u believe it.. lol.. he and one of his fren were following me eveywher.. then another fren of his joined in too.. haha.. bt i jus ignored.. then we wen to the basketball court to see the netball match.. and they were standing behind me.. after a while i wen rite at the back of the court wit my frens so tat i could use my hp.. then, one of his malay fren came up to me and ask if i was att.. i said no.. and he asked my number.. i was lik so shock.. and asked him y.. he said his fren haja wanted.. haha.. i wanted to give.. but as my fren was wit me, i said no.. haiz.. wasted a chance.. lol.. then i wen to class as it was so boring.. in class one of my fren told me tat haja came to my class a few mins ago and asked where i was and tat he was walking past my class several times.. haha.. can u believe it?? i cant.. haha.. its all lik a dream.. now i m regretting for nt giving my number.. sigh..
tat was the main thing tat happen y'dae.. nth else actually..
today.. woke up in da morning and followed my mum to the ntuc to buy some stuff.. then came back home and my mum n aunt started to make some cookies for deepavali.. actually these cookies r nt for us.. people ordered them frm my mum.. so my aunt n my mum started off at 11am to until now they r still doing.. haha.. so far they have made 3 diff types of cookies.. and da whole day i ate only cookies!! can u believe it.. for dinner i m definitely nt gonna eat cookies.. no way! haha.. =)
tats all i guess tat happen todae.. i hope haja wil ask my number again on mondae.. i really hope.. lol.. i sound so desperate.. haha.. but he's handsome and famous.. keke.. i m nt desperate ok! so will sign off now.. buaiz~

:: good mood? ::

2005-10-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

so didnt blog yesterdae.. didnt hav the mood.. so yesterdae nth much happen actually.. jus tat tamil class we were toking abt the deepa-raya concert.. the tamil concert sux.. n i really mean sux.. they r jus gonna dance and show how they play the instruments.. boring rite? haiz.. dun even noe how to do concert.. confirm most of the students will laugh n mock.. n i will be one of them.. haha..
got all my results.. my geo.. haiz.. i didnt fail.. tats gd.. but i only got c5.. but if combine think i get at least b4 or b3.. then my tamil i got a2.. but if combine i thik a1.. d&t got a2.. almost to a1.. haiz.. todae got my maths paper.. my paer 2 i did badly.. but i pass la, of course.. overall i got only a2.. bad rite.. so many ppl get a1 then i get a2.. so sad.. haiz.. y my final yr results so poor? haiz.. i wil try harder next yr.. i better.. =)
so today we didnt do anythin much in school.. we were doin our own stuff.. some ppl were playing truth or dare.. i didnt play.. cos i noe they wil sabo me.. haha.. so i, basirah n jia yi jus sit and tok.. we tok abt alot of stuff.. haha.. it was fun.. it also widens our general knowledge.. hehe..
so guess i m in a gd mood today..dunno y.. tats wat he said.. he said i keep laughing n smiling n i m in a good mood.. haha.. its good rite.. lol.. XD
so is tat all? erm.. oh ya.. for the tamil concert i m suppose to find a non-indian student to sing a tamil song.. weird rite? confirm no one will sing la.. its so obvious.. haha..
today is great.. i m happy.. yea, i m happy.. lol.. so wil stop here k.. gd nite.. sweet dreams.. takkaire.. buaiz~

:: results?? ::

2005-10-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

so todae got back my science, eng n lit marks.. haix.. i m damn disappointed in my marks especially science.. i usually get a1, but now i only get b3.. sigh.. how can dis happen?? then my eng is quite ok.. nt bad.. i very happy for my lit.. from c6 to b3.. yayy! haha.. but my science.. haiz.. i jus cant believe it.. i nvr got b for my science.. sigh.. nevermind.. wil jus try harder next yr.. suppose to get back my maths paper also.. but the teacher nvr come..
so today my bro wen missing.. nt realli missing.. but didnt inform us tat he was goin to his fren's hse.. so all of us wen searching all over the place, the school, the neighbourhood.. my anut also came and searched for him.. it was such a big problem.. all of us realli panicked.. luckily he called my mum at abt 5pm and told.. all of us were so relieved.. but we were damn angry wit him.. we came home and gave him a very long lecture n a gd scolding.. haiz.. kids these days.. sigh.. haha.. i tokin as if i some old lady lik tat.. lol..
this afternoon my sis came back wit lots of food in her hands.. i reall mean lots.. she said she was hunry so she decided to buy everything she see.. haha.. sounds crazy rite.. lol.. but we enjoyed our meal alot.. haha.. so much food.. yummy.. nowadays i have a very good appetite.. dunno y.. haha.. growing fatter each day i guess.. lol..
so tats abt it.. tomo getting tamil n geo paper.. tamil i heard frm my fren tat i got a1.. yayy! but hope its realli true.. geo.. damn! jus wish i pass is enuf.. haiz..
so shall nt blog any longer.. if nt lik old lady complaining.. haha.. so take care and jus wanted to say i realli enjoy bloggin here.. haha.. jus felt lik saying it.. wat if tomo never comes? lol.. damn.. i m in a good mood today.. isit cos of my lit marks? haha.. hope i wil be happy again tomo.. especially tomo.. ok i shall better stop here.. hehe.. buaiz~

:: sleepy.. ::

2005-10-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

was bored now.. so decided to blog sth.. the whole day didnt do anything.. jus watach tv, check frenster, msn, tok on da phone n slack.. my life is becoming more n more boring.. haiz.. so tomo is back to school.. getting back my results.. i m damn nervous.. hope i at least get B for everything.. i dun wan C's.. haiz.. really hope can go to 2e1 next yr.. if nt damn embarrssed.. lol.. sigh.. wish me luck k.. =)
so now waiting for anybody to jus cal.. cos i m damn bored.. nth else to do.. think tats all now.. jus felt lik blogging.. so for now buaiz~

:: bored ::

2005-10-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

woke up abt 8.30am todae.. then received a call at about 9 and was talkin to jonathan all the way to 11.. haha.. then he gave me his password to check his msn.. and later on i made him a friendster account.. tat was how my morning wen on..
now, feelin bored.. and havin stomach cramps.. ARGH! hate it.. jus came to blog as i was doin nth.. frenster is becomin very boring nowadays.. =X
tats all.. will blog again later in the afternoon kies.. buiaz~

:: back frm a tiring day ::

2005-10-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm bugis n ikea.. i n my sis didnt spend much time in bugis.. jus wen there to buy some stuff for my cousin.. then both of us left to ikea.. wen there and saw aot of beautiful things.. but all were very ex.. so we jus bought the most essential ones.. then came back home ard 7pm..
now my mum, sisters, aunt, cousin going geylang.. cos hari raya is ard the corner so they wen there to shop.. now onli i n bro at home.. very bored now.. but also sleepy.. n tired.. today should be sleeping late.. cos its saturday.. lol.. got movie on central.. cant rem wat movie.. but stil wil watch.. cos nth to do.. haha..
2 weeks time is alr deepavali.. n i dun hav the mood for it.. dunno y.. nt really interested for this yr.. and my hse is stil left untouched.. nth is done yet.. last minute then we do.. haha.. cos my sis is having her o's this yr.. and so she cant realli enjoy much for deepavali..
wil sign off now.. nth else to blog abt i guess..=) so buaiz~

:: ikea n bugis?? ::

2005-10-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8.15 todae cos jonathan called.. then was talkin to him for abt a hr.. very sleepy now.. =) later will be going to bugis wif my sis, bro, cousin n aunt.. gt to buy some cosmetics stuff for my cousin.. after going to bugis i n my sis mite be going to ikea.. we wanna buy some stuff for our room to renew it for deepavali.. =) my second sis suppose to go for a jc open hse todae.. but in the end she decided nt to go cos she didnt wan to go alone..
oh ya.. yesterdae i edited my blogskin and taggie.. and also changed back my song to the very first one.. kinda like this present blog.. it's nice.. hehe.. XD spent alot of time doing this blog.. guess my effort didnt go to waste.. lol..
soo.. now feeling abit sick.. dunno y.. exams r over and i will be gettin my results on mon.. argh! jus hope i pass everythin esp geo.. did i jus mention tat i hope i mus pass geo?? argh! guess i've been repeating tat alot of times alr.. but i really hope i pass.. sigh..
this yr psle students r lucky.. they get 2 extra marks free for the maths paper cos there was sum mistake in a question.. lucky!
feeling sleepy now.. and restless.. and depressed.. and everything u can think of.. i will go have my bath now.. later hav to go out.. so i wil tak my leave now.. buaiz~

:: itz been a week agaiin ::

2005-10-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

alrightz.. it's been a week agaiin since i've blogged.. was too lazy to blog and didnt hav the time.. so for the past one week nth much actually.. exams were going on.. and was stressed n so on..
so yesterdae had my art exam.. the last paper.. for the first time i felt my art was good.. real good.. haha.. spent about 5 hrs working on it the day b4.. didnt hav this much of interest in art b4.. then wen school n every1 said my art was gd.. so i felt happy.. very happy.. my 5 hrs didnt go to waste.. mayb it looks good cos of the tonal value.. lol..
so lets get back to todae.. left my hse around 10am to go out wit some frens.. wanyu, basirah, meishan, joyce, candice, anusha, pin xiu, zong ying, zhen xin n chris.. but wanyu, basirah, meishan n myself wen earlier to look for joyce present as the main purpose was to celebrate joyce's bdae.. so the 4 of us wen a few shops to look ard and finally bought her a nice one.. then we giv joyce and wen off.. the 4 of us didnt join the rest as they were goin to watch movie.. so the 4 of us wen to shop, shop n shop.. XD
then we wen to a bookstore and was there readin books for abt an hr.. then anusha called and said they didnt go for the movie and it was such a regret goin out wit them.. lol.. so that grp wen off home earlier.. the 4 of us were jus walking ard ps.. then we wanted to tak neoprint.. but we lost the neoprint shop and wen round n round ps lik mads.. haha.. finally found it and we took neoprintz.. wee.. it was quite nice.. hehe..
then we wen back home.. it was great todae.. but my leg damn pain now.. haha..
so tats all for todae i guess.. later gonna help my sis make quay rose.. now i feel lik a free bird.. final yr exams ova now i gt my freedom.. yayy! but my results wil be comin out on mon.. haiz.. hope i dun fail anythin esp geo.. sigh.. so buaiz~

: DiD n0t Bl0g f0r a wEeK ::

2005-10-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since i blogged.. Having my exams now n didn't hav the time to blog.. So let me update frm last friday.
Friday, stayed back in sch again wit jiayi, basirah, jasper, nora, zong ying.. We did some self revision for the 1st one hr.. After tat we were playing a fool already.. We wen walkin round the sch.. Everywher we turn to there was a disciplinary teacher.. Lol.. So we wen back to the i-spaze and chatted.. After awhile, candice, joyce n pin xiu joined us.. We were talking crap.. Then around 5 it was lik goin to rain so we wen back home..
Saturday wen to a hotel, cant rem the name, to get my scholarship.. The guest of honour comes to singapore once a yr jus to giv out this scholarship.. So after all then lunch and presentation at the hotel, wen to my cousin's hse to giv a b'day surprise.. We hid in her room cos she wasn't back home yet.. Then we played wit her lil cute son.. After tat wen ard to some of my relative's hse to giv wedding invitations for my cuzzin's wedding.. It was fun.. After all tat fun wen back home..
Sundae cant rem much.. Jus did some revision..
Monday ad eng test.. It was ok..
Tuesday tamil.. The compre was quite tricky..
Wednesday science.. Studied lik crazy for it.. Slept at 1 the earlier nite n woke up at 5 to continue studying.. Haiz.. But stil the papaer was tricky..
Thursday maths 1.. It was quite ok la..
Friday.. Today.. Had geo.. It was a NIGHTMARE! I onli start studyin lik yesterdae.. And i had so many chpaters to learn.. Then wen sch and every1 in da morning was lik busy preparing for geo.. So i was relieved.. Cos i thought i the only one nt fully prepared.. Hehe.. The paper was lik 'OMG'.. Haix.. Confirm fail alr.. =( sobx..
Next week i dont think i wil be bloggin again.. Dont hav the time.. So byez and wil catch up wit ya soon.. Buaiz~

:: w0nT bE bL0gGiNg So0n ::

2005-09-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

Ok.. So let me update for 3 days..
Tuesday wen on well.. Got embarrassed in tamil class.. She told every1 tat she saw me n my mum in temple n stuff lyk tat.. Ok.. Dun wanna tok abt it.. And i was lyk damn pissed..
Then stayed back in sch until abt 5pm.. Jus playing ard wit wanyu, nadirah, meishan, basirah, jiayi, anusha, nora, zong ying n jasper..It was fun.. Taking video clips ard.. Haha.. Wan yu shd noe wat i mean.. Lol..
Wednesday didnt stay back in school.. Was jus revising durin lessons.. Cos EXAMZ R NEXT WEEK! Am i prepared?? NO! Haix.. Had pe test in the morning.. Played frisbee.. Nt really tat fun durin pe..
Ok so todae.. Had d&t n was doin the photo frame.. Then we played a game.. Called the polar bears n hunters.. Sum kind of lame game.. But we stil played in d&t classroom.. Then had maths.. She gave us sum worksheets n told us to do.. So was jus doin n revising my maths.. Then it was eng.. As tomo wont be having eng lessons, it will be our last eng lesson wit ms ong.. Cos after examz no lessons.. She told us she enjoyed teaching our class the most n hope to teach us nex yr.. She nt realli tat bad la.. Quite good sumtimes also.. Then she told us how to do our paper 1 for eng cos mondae is eng exam.. Then had tamil.. And had my biggest shock there.. We did a tamil test on tuesdae.. And we got back our results todae.. And to my surprise, i got 49/50.. Can u believe it?? Haha.. Everyone in the class was shock cos i was the highest.. Haha.. Then my tamil teacher say though i dun speak tamil i stil can score.. Haha.. I was damn happy cos i won seetha n rosna.. Seetha always think she is the best in tamil.. Yayy! I won her.. Lol.. Then i came back to my form class n told my other frens.. And all were lik 'Congrats! U won seetha'.. Haha.. Then suppose to have science but mr oh say he alr revised everything for science so ms chang took over.. So we wen out n played sum games lik rock climbing etc.. Then i, nadirah n jia yi stayed back in school.. We were jus sitting n toking.. Then jasper n zong ying joined us.. So we were walking ard the school making lots of noise.. Haha.. Then we saw joyce, candice n angie.. So we chat wit them for awhile and wen exploring round the sch.. Wen home ard 4.30pm.. This week hav been staying back alot cos nex week all cannot stay back alr.. EXAMZ!!!
Wow.. Today i blog for so long.. Haha.. So i think enuf alr.. Buaiz~

:: 3 iN 1 ::

2005-09-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Its monday todae.. Missed bloggin for 2 days.. Didnt hav the internet again..
So on sat mornin we wen to temple.. And unfortunately saw my tamil teacher there.. *rotten luck* And she told my mum i m very quiet in class and asked me to talk more.. But isn't quiet actually good? Hrmph.. Think tats all for saturdae as far as i can remember..
Sunday was another boring dae.. Did finish all my hw.. Art stil struggling thru.. Then durin evening saw vasantham star.. I support Shabir.. He rocks.. Lol..
So todae in school.. Was basically revising for all the subjects in sch cos exams are jus NEXT WEEK.. Haix.. Am i prepared?? No! Haix.. =( Then stayed back in sch wit basirah, jiayi, nadirah, mei shan to teach my classmate some revision cos she was nt in sch for the past 2 months.. And she missed alot of lessons.. So ms chang assigned us to coach her.. So tired now.. Gotta finish my art.. So buaiz~

:: BuLlY bUlLy ::

2005-09-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

School was ok.. We were spending the whole time in the hall playin some activities..
Then we had break.. Then i received a msg frm a guy who i dun even noe.. N he said he also dunno how he got my number.. Stupid rite? Haha..
Then we wen back to the hall and did some survey abt the e-learning stuff..
After sch end abt 11.30.. I, anusha, jiayi, basirah, wan yu, nadirah n mei shan we stayed back n talked crap.. Then we were smsin that guy who smsed me earlier.. His name is jonathan..
So all of us were bullying him thru sms n we called him n bully him.. Haha.. Poor fellow.. =)
Then i had tamil oral.. It was ok la.. But the teacher sux.. I realli hate her.. Very bias.. Hrmph..
Then wen home around 4+ cos the oral ended late..
A very fun day.. Was laughin all the way.. HaPpY-gO-LuCkY.. Buaiz~

:: 2nD DaY 0f E-LeArNiNg ::

2005-09-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

Todae didnt do much revision or hw.. Wasnt in the mood for it..
Watched 'A Series of The Unfortunate Events'.. Lol.. I m mad n addicted to tat movie.. Hehe..
Then jus cleared my file.. Full of newsletters n rubbish..
Was online the whole dae.. Nth to do..
Tml got tamil oral.. Haix.. Not prepared even a bit..
Tml mus go sch.. But no need to study la.. Except for the tamil oral thingy.. Haix.. =(
Think tats all todae.. Very sian.. Buaiz~

:: 1sT DaY 0f E-LeArNiNg ::

2005-09-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

Todae is the first day of e-learning..
Woke up at 8.30am cos of the blasting music in my room.. Hrmph.. If not shd have woke up later.. Hehe..
Then wen online and wen to asknlearn to start of a few homework.. Gd gal eh? *winkz*
And to my surprise, i did my eng article review, maths ws, lit, d&t n tamil i did 4 quiz out of 6.. Haha.. 3/4 of hw done.. Yayy! =)
Then watched 'A Series of Unfortunate Events' again.. Lol..
Then wen to read the geo powerpoint slides..
Thats all i guess.. Very hardworkin gal.. Hehe.. =)
Buaiz~

:: StReSz ::

2005-09-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

Today was so damn sleepy.. *yawnz*
Had eng in the mornin.. We did letter writing.. It was ok la.. Nt tat bad..
Then had geography.. He was tellin us the exam format n wat to do for e-learnin..
Did i mention abt e-learnin earlier?? Nvm.. Tml n thurs no sch as we got e-learnin.. Isnt tat great?? Can sleep longer than the usual 5.30am.. =P
Then we had art.. Suppose to paint our art piece.. But in the end i n jiay yi nvr paint.. We brin back home n paint.. Both of us were helpin anusha to paint..
Then had tamil.. *argh!* She was tellin how to write compositions.. And this fri i got tamil oral!! Argh!! M gonna fail tat.. Esp for the conversation.. Haix..
Then suppose to hav pse period.. But Mr Alan came in to our class n talked to us abt e-learnin..
Then had pse durin assembly period.. No assembly todae.. Ms chang gave an article and was talkin abt it.. 3/4 of the class was half asleep n 1/2 of them were already sleepin.. Lol.. U can count me as one of them who was half asleep.. *=P* Hehe.. Then when it was goin to be the end of the lesson, she asked us to fill up sum questions abt the article.. And most of us were lyk 'wat the hell is this?'.. Haha.. Then jus filled up the form anyhow n passed up.. Haha..
Then had to do the duty in the class.. *bleahz*
Stayed back wit anusha, nadirah, candice n angie and ate our lunch at sch.. Then we chit-chat for awhile n wen back home..
Watched 'A Series Of Unfortunate Events' again.. I m addicted to tat movie.. The movie is simply awesome and inspirin yea..
Then todae i change my msn nick.. Fianlly came up wit a good one.. Ok la.. I m satisfied wit it.. Lol.. =)
Jus now got lightnings after lightnings.. Thunder after thunder.. But no rain.. The weather is so cold n chill now.. Nice to sleep.. Yayy! Haha..
Goin to sleep now.. *yawnz* Nitez.. Sweet dreamz!
Buaiz~

:: bLeAhZ ::

2005-09-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

Todae sch was quite borin.. Had sci in the mornin.. Did sum experiment stuff..
Then had maths.. Quite borin.. And she gave us sum instructions on the e-learnin stuff..
On wed n thursday i no nid to go sch! Yayy!!! Haha.. Cos e-learnin.. Yipee!! =) But the teachers giv so much hw.. Lik no use alr.. Rather come sch.. *bleahx*
Then had TP.. Did sum stupid mindmappin..
Eng lesson we did letter writin.. Preparin for final yr examz..
Then finally came the lit.. I hate lit.. So borin.. Wan to sleep alr.. Hehe..
Then this wk is my duty wk.. Have to sweep to floor till 2pm.. So irritatin..
Then wen goin home wit anusha n nadirah, Ali was walkin rite behind us.. And i didnt even notice.. Lol.. Was too engrosed in the talk wit them.. Then came msn time he told mie.. Haha..
Now doin nth.. Xcept bein in msn.. Wanna sleep! Very tired n sian..
Buaiz~

:: DaMn! ::

2005-09-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

Never blog yesterdae.. Didnt feel lyk bloggin though i was so damn free.. Lol..
"Series of Unfortunate Events".. This movie simply rocks.. No regrets in watchin.. =)
Actually gt nothin to blog about.. I m jus plain bored.. Nth to do..
Have been chattin wit Ali for the few days.. Always play MSN games wit him onli.. Haha..
Tml got sch.. *yawnz* Hehe..
Thats bout it.. Nitez.. =)
Buaiz~

:: EnJoY ::

2005-09-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today durin science we finished the whole bk.. But the worst part is i hav to memorise evry single thing in the bk for my final yr!! Haix.. =(
Then we had geo.. And 2/3 of class was already sleepin.. So borin the lesson..
Then had tamil.. She asked me n some of my frens to go for the india tour trip tat my sch was organising for the indian students.. But i dun wan to go.. So borin.. So wil jus tell her i m busy.. Hehe..
Then had CME.. We were talkin abt our senses.. CME was nt tat bad.. I didnt fall asleep.. *winkz*
After sch end was walkin wit jiayi n basirah to the canteen.. Then we saw Haja at the canteen.. And this jia yi wen lik 'Jeevitha.. Haja here!'.. Then he look at me n smiled.. I was so embarrassed.. Its nt tat i lik him.. Dun get the wrong idea.. Nvm.. Its a long story.. Haha...
Then had the friday club goin on.. Today one was quite borin..
Then went to lib.. After for awhile was jus walkin ard the sch wit wan yu, basirah, nadirah, meishan, angie, jasper and boon han.. We were watchin the uniform grps..
Then wen home ard 5pm..
Today a guy called Ali frm 1n3 add me in MSN.. I hav seen him in sch b4 but nvr tok as we don noe each other.. Then he told me he also hav seen me but was too shy to tok.. Haha..
Then ard 11pm i wen offline and slept.. Very tired n sleepy.. Nitez..

:: SiAnZ ::

2005-09-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Had d&t test in the mornin.. I forgot to check my dimensions of isometric figures.. Argh!! Very careless these days.. Haix..
Then maths teacher never come.. So had 2 periods free.. But one of the period ms Ang came in n toked abt herself.. So borin..
Then it was english.. Wen thru another one oral picture.. Haix.. Very scared..
Then had tamil lesson.. She was jus scoldin some pupils for the whole 2 periods.. And the rest of us r jus suppose to be sittin there lookin at her.. Weird rite.. N as usual she was praisin Seetha..
Then had science.. Wen to another new chapter.. Mus start revisin alr.. In case i forget my earlier chapters..
Finally had my english oral.. My heart was beatin so fast.. Haha.. So scary.. Then the teacher was askin stupid questions.. But managed to pull it through.. Finally done wit my eng oral!!!
Stil got tamil oral to be done.. And i m confirm gonna flunk in tat.. Lol..
Stayed back in sch for my other frens to do their oral.. And we were discussin abt it.. Then was too tired n headed home..
Buaiz~

:: StReSs ::

2005-09-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

Todae had pe in the mornin.. Then we played fressbe.. Quite fun.. Especially wit the grp members tat i m wit.. Lol..
We had music todae.. I lik music lessons.. Haha.. The songs tat she teach us very nice..
Then we had maths.. Maths gettin very difficult.. Haix..
Durin science we wen through a new topic;Cells.. I hate that chapter.. Alot to memorise..
Then we had english.. And she was goin thru oral picture.. Tml i have english oral.. Haix.. Very very scared.. She only gave us one practice.. Haix.. Wish me luck!
Then was in school till 2.30 talkin to my frens.. Haha.. It was great! =)
Checked frenster.. N they changed the way it looks.. Its so ugly n messy..
Now is 11.29pm.. In msn.. Chattin wit Keran.. So sleepy.. *yawnz*
And i have d&t test tml.. Argh!! Mus draw isometric and orthographic figures..
So stressed up n busy this wk..
Buaiz~

:: n0 TaMiL ::

2005-09-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

Todae was ok.. Not bad la..
English lesson wen thru some oral thing.. And the worst part was the pic.. So damn difficult.. I mean its the first time we r doin wit real pics.. Sum sort lik old photographs.. Dun even understand a thing in the pic..
This thursdae have the final yr eng oral.. N i m nt at all prepared!!! Argh!! Wish me luck.. =)
Lucky today no maths lesson.. If nt i wil be dozin off alr.. Lol..
Then had geo lesson.. He gave us back our test papers tat we did last term.. And to my horror, i got B3!!! Omg.. The other time i got A1.. Argh!! So disappointed! Got to buck up alr.. And start revisin as examz r nearin.. Haix..
Art lesson was quite borin.. Have to draw draw n draw.. Then next wk mus paint..
Yayy! My tamil teacher nvr come todae.. Haha.. So happy.. Think this is the first time she nvr come.. Haha.. So was talkin crap wit my frens.. Lol..
Then durin PSE period we did sum borin stuff.. Sum mindmappin.. I hate mindmappin.. So long winded.. Haha..
Then no Assembly today.. Was doin sum exercise.. Not the work out, but sum kind of emergency exercise.. Had to close all doors n windows.. It was soo stuffy n hot inside the room.. Had to off the fans also.. Sum kind of stupid stuff.. =)
Then after school the choir girls frm my class didnt wan to go choir.. So they were crackin up excuses to skip choir.. And i had to be the one tellin the choir teacher.. Lol..
Thats the end of school.. Now back home at MSN and goin to tak a nap b4 revising my geo.. Have got to really buck up at my geo..
Buaiz~

:: ScHo0l ::

2005-09-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

School today.. Haix.. No mood to wake up.. =S
New term.. The final term of sch.. N a very short term.. Got to be extra attentive durin lessons as examz r nearin.. Haix..
Durin science lesson we wen to the lab n did sum stuff.. The experiments today was quite borin.. Then maths lesson we wen on to a new topic.. Maths gettin bored now.. *yawnz*
Then Ms Chang and Ms Ong nvr come.. So 3 free periods.. Yayy! =)
Then had lit Unseen Prose test.. So difficult.. Haix.. =(
Tml got tamil lesson.. Haix.. I dun wan to go tamil class.. Very borin..
Thats bout it..
Buaiz~

:: TmR ScHo0l ::

2005-09-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Tml got school.. Was busy checkin my hw if it is done and findin for my bks.. Haha..
Wen to KK hospital to visit my aunt.. She looked so sick n weak.. Haix..
Oh ya.. Today is September 11.. Beware of terrorists! Lol..
Think thats all todae.. Nth much..
Buaiz~

:: BaCk Fr0m AiRp0rT ::

2005-09-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Back frm airport.. So sleepy.. But dun wan to sleep yet.. Mus see movie.. Haha..
Ate french fries, nuggets, onion rings and scallop at the Recreation place.. Quite nice.. Lol..
Send my sis off and came back home..
So sleepy.. Tml mus follow my mum to KK hospital to visit my sick aunt..
Thats all.. Buaiz~

:: 0Ff t0 InDiA ::

2005-09-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

Today my sis goin to India.. Wil be goin to airport later to send her off.. Goin airport very frequently this year.. Haha..
Whole afternoon loggin on the com..
Mornin got up and cleared my messy drawer.. Think i neva cleared it for years.. Haha.. Then saw sum things which brought back old memories.. Haix..
Made a cup of noodles and ate mango strudle.. Thats my lunch n breakfast.. Haha..
Checked frenster and was chattin wit my cousin only today..
Thats all.. After i m back frm airport, if stil free, wil blog again kies? Till den, plz wait.. =)
Buaiz~

:: SpEcS?? ::

2005-09-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

Today woke up early.. Cos my sis's voice was too loud.. =)
Then my sis had to bring my bro to doctor.. He has a high fever aand cough..
I was watchin the television in the whole mornin.. So bored..
Then afternoon watched a movie and came back to my com, till evenin..
Every1 in my family goin temple later.. But i cant go.. Haix.. =(..
I edited my friendster profile today.. Ouite nice.. Keke.. Lol..
Jus received a call frm my mum tellin tat the latest news was tat a lady's head was found in a bag outside Orchard MRT.. *OMG!*
Haix.. Dont understand y mus ppl do this kind of silly stuff.. So scary!
I think i should use lesser time on the com.. (Am i tellin this?? Gosh!) Haha.. Cos my eyesight gettin frm bad to worse..
Actually i mus wear specs.. But too lazy to wear them.. And my sis says i look lik a professor wen i wear them.. Haha.. So better nt wear.. Lol..
Buaiz~

:: SoMe WoRdS ::

2005-09-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

C O M P L I C A T E D;

I M P E R F E C T I O N S;

C O N F E S S I O N S;

:: YiPeE!! ::

2005-09-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

Yayy!! Finally did my maths n geography hw finish.. Haha.. Stil left only tat tamil online hw.. So happy.. Wat to expect.. Spent my whole evenin today doin hw after hw.. Haha..
Then my cousin n aunty came over to my house.. Now all wen down to buy dinner.. And i m left home..
Jus in MSN as usual.. Its so borin.. *YaWnZ* This holidays i have been practically doin nth.. Haha.. Except loggin onto my com the whole day.. *winks*
And ya.. I edited my blogskin today.. Haha.. Yipee! I love this skin.. I find it more organise than my old one.. But i lik tat also la.. =)..
And i added a tagboard to it also.. Haha.. Remember to tag kies? Lol..
And i wen back to my old song.. Cos my bro said it was nicer.. Haha..
Thats all.. Buaiz~

:: 0UtStAnDiNg hW ::

2005-09-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to go to lib wit gulshan and sahana.. But in the end, gulshan got fever..
So the day i jus spent on the net.. Checkin my mails, checkin friendster etc..
This september holidays is soo borin.. And got lots of hw..
Especially geo.. 42 questions+a mindmap.. Haix.. Hope i can finish it by today as i m half-way through..
Got tamil also.. Have to do sth online.. But cant be bothered to do tat.. Lol..
Maths also have a ws.. Its so difficult.. So didnt bother to start it yet.. I hav forgotten all my earlier chapters.. Haha..
Thats all i think today.. Buaiz~

:: Haiz ::

2005-09-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

B O R I N G

:: n0 iNtErNeT ::

2005-09-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

Nvr blog for 4 days.. Didnt hav the time..
Yesterday couldn't connect to the net the whole day.. Haix.. =(..
Nth to blog today actually..
And ya.. I edited my blog song.. Nice?? Lol.. =)
Buaiz~

:: 0Ff t0 BaNgK0k ::

2005-09-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

Today my mum wen to thailand;bangkok for sum work stuff.. But cant send her off to airport as gt school..
School was ok.. Had a science test at the first period of school.. Did nt even prepare for it.. =S.. Haha.. But managed to do..
Then durin geography wasnt payin attention as was doin my art.. And had to pass up today.. The geo lesson was abit borin also..
Tamil class was as borin as always.. She changed our places today.. And didnt do any lesson.. Haix..
CME lesson i had to do sum kind of Southwales test.. And i had to do the eng one.. It was so irritatin.. Had to read so many passages.. And the time limit was so short.. And my phone kept vibratin in my pocket.. Haha..
The 'Friday Club' was cancelled today cos most of us cant make it.. Lol.. =)
And today is the last day of the term.. Yayy! One wk of holidays.. Yipee.. =)
Thats bout it today.. Buaiz~

:: HaPpY TeAcHeR's DaY ::

2005-09-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

Today no school cos teachers day..
Very bored at home.. Nth to do.. Haven do my hw yet also..
Haix.. Nth to blog today.. Buaiz~

:: s0o HaPpY ::

2005-08-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today was simply great!! Wen to east coast.. Had X-Country race.. It was abit borin.. After tat had a class picnic.. It was quite fun la.. After everything was over, took a bus wit wanyu and mei shan to go back to our primary school.. It was such a long ride..
Then we reached my primary school.. And saw all my primary school frens there.. Miss them soo much!! After 8 months, we r finally meeting again!! They all looked soo different but we nvr change.. We were lik soo happy n making so much noise there.. Haha.. Wat to expect.. 6 years of frenship and finally meetin again after such a long time.. Love ya guyz!
Then saw Mrs Bala n Mdm Serene and many other teachers.. It was so fun being there.. And saw him.. He looked so different..
Later we wen to Mcdonalds and bought ice-cream n toked ther for awhile.. Then wen back to bendemeer primary again.. Was talkin crap wit my frens.. I was at bendemeer primary until lik 4pm.. Cos at home nth to do.. So rather stay in my primary school n tok to my long lost frens.. Haha.. Its different bein wit sec frens than pri frens..
After that still no mood to go back home.. So gulshan, sahana and myself wen to ayesha's hse and toked abt each other's schools.. It was kinda fun.. And keepin ourselves updated of our frens' profiles.. Haha.. Wen home around 6.30pm..
Today was the best.. Its soo fun!! Really enjoyed myself wit my primary school frens.. Buaiz~

:: n0t BaD ::

2005-08-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today gt teacher's day celebration durin assembly.. For soo long have to be sittin in the hall.. Then my leg so cramp already.. Cannot move.. The concert was kinda simple.. Nt tat grand..
Then tml goin to east coast.. For X-Country.. Sianz..
Then today in tamil class, for the whole damn 2 periods she was jus naggin at us.. Cos we didnt do anythin for the tamil teachers at the concert.. Haix.. So naggy.. After that it was normal.. And wen back home..
So excited and happy tat tml goin to bendemeer primary.. I love tat school.. Yea.. I mean it.. =).. Gonna meet my long lost frens again finally after a long time back.. Also miss my teachers there.. Especially Mrs Bala n Mdm Serene.. And also miss him.. Gonna meet him tml after such a long time.. Buaiz~

:: YaWnZ ::

2005-08-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today all the lessons was soo borin.. Especially maths.. Then had the stupid lit test.. Mus write soo long cos 25 mark question.. Haix..
Then have to stay back for d&t make up lesson.. It was at 3.15pm.. So had alot of free time..
So was slackin around wit anusha, wan yu, nadirah, basirah, mei shan and the rest of the so-called 'Friday Club'.. Lol..
Then d&t was borin.. And it was back to home after that.. Very tired n sian.. Buaiz~

:: TiReD ::

2005-08-28T15:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wen to my aunt's hse.. The engagement wen well yesterdae.. And again saw my cute lil nephew.. This time he is even much cuter!!! Lol.. (His pic is the one on the top).. Then we ate, talk craps and played wit our lil nephew.. The day jus wen on at my aunt's place..
Today quite tired n borin.. Got nice movies on tv but cant watch as got lots of hw to do..
Especially literature.. Tml is the test.. N i haven even start memorising the story yet.. Haix..
Then gt tamil compo.. Maths ws.. So much hw!!
But too lazy to do now.. Haha.. Wil do it all in the evenin..
Thats all.. Buaiz~

:: wEdDiNg BeLlS s0oN t0 bE HeArD ::

2005-08-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

Today goin for my cousin's engagement.. He is gettin married in November.. Yipee!! Finally a weddin in my family.. So excited.. Haha..
So borin now.. MSN nobody to chat wit..
Then was discussin wit a pri sch fren abt goin back to my pri sch on teacher's day.. On teacher's day gt X-Country.. Haix.. Dunno if gt time to go back to pri sch.. =(.. Buaiz~

:: l0nG BrEaK ::

2005-08-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hihi.. Finally writin again after 5 days.. Didnt have the time.. It was lik school-home-work routine..
Then had my geo test today.. It was postpone to today.. Cos the teacher forgot to brin the test papers on Wednesday.. Haha..
Then stayed back in sch until 5.. Was talkin crap wit Angie, Mei Shan, Wan Yu, Basirah n Jasper.. Haha..
School becomin more n more stress.. Final year examz on the way!! Haix.. Thats all today.. Buaiz~

:: b0rEd ::

2005-08-21T17:29:00.000+08:00

So borin.. At home for soo many days, doin nothin.. Medicines sux.. Especially panadols!! Jus simply hate them.. Haix.. My life is a living hell.. Keep coughin n coughin.. Save me frm this sickness!! Haix..
Really hope can go to sch tomo.. Need to write down some geog notes frm my classmates as gt test on Wednesday.. Buaiz~

:: n0 ScHoOl AgAiN ::

2005-08-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Never go sch again.. 2 times in a week!! Haix.. =(.. Never write blog for the past few days.. Was too sick to write.. Have neva been sick lik these b4.. Haix.. Jus hope to get better..
At least better enough to at least study.. Havin my geog test on Wednesday.. Have nt even revised yet..
And ya.. Remember the Maths test tat i was talkin abt earlier.. The one on my birthday.. I got A1 for that.. Yipee!! Yayy!! Haha.. M too happy as i did nt even study for tat.. Haha.. Thats abt it.. Buaiz~

:: BaCk t0 ScH0oL ::

2005-08-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

Today wen back to sch though stil was feelin sick.. Sch was ok.. Abit borin.. Was coughin all the way..
Then came back home, took my medicine and slept.. Then was smsin a guy who i dont even noe!! One of my primary sch frens gave him my number.. Haix..
Then was in MSN.. Then was in frienster.. Then had my dinner n did my hw.. Haix.. Feelin damn weak.. Buaiz~

:: Mc ::

2005-08-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Today neva go sch.. Had damn high fever the whole night.. And a terrible cough..
Wen to doctor and got some awful medicines.. Haix.. Nothin to do at home but jus lying on the bed.. Haix.. Thats all.. Buaiz~

:: SiCk ::

2005-08-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today in sch was fellin a little sick.. But didnt expect it to be soo bad later on.. Came back home n straightaway wen to sleep.. Was feelin too weak..
Then wake up my body so hot.. Then gt sore throat n cough also.. Haix.. Very sick today.. Dunno whether goin sch tml anot.. Haix.. No mood to write alr.. Buaiz~

::TiReD ::

2005-08-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today very busy.. My mum n sis came back.. Then my aunty all come over to see them.. But my sis was practically sleepin the whole day.. Haha..
Then was seein wat my mum bought.. Then had to go out to eat dinner.. N go to my grandma's hse.. Very tired alr.. Buaiz~

:: SiAn ::

2005-08-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today.. Damn damn borin.. Nth to do at home.. Go online also so borin.. Super sian today..
Then was tryin to modify my blog.. But nth worked out.. Haha..
So was watchin movies n listenin to songs the whole day through..
Then was chattin with my teacher, Mr Lee, today.. He was supposed to brin my class to a night outing.. And today he said maybe have to cancel it.. He said maybe he brin us next yr.. Haix.. So disappointed.. =(..
Tml my mum n sis comin back.. But cant go airport.. They comin back at 5 in the mornin.. No mood to go airport so early.. Haha..
Then my lil bro also nt at home.. No one to bully.. Hehe.. Thats all.. Nth to write abt today.. Buaiz~

:: sLeEpY ::

2005-08-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

Today all the lessons was very borin.. Felt soo sleepy durin the lessons.. *YaWnZ*..
Havin my geo test next wk.. So many chapters to learn.. Haix..
Tamil class was also quite borin today..
Then had to stay back in school.. Went home bout 4.30pm.. Came back home, had my bath, ate and finally came back to my computer.. Then was approving some testimonials at friendster.. Very sleepy n tired today.. Thats bout it i guess for now.. Buaiz~

:: BaCk H0mE ::

2005-08-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Finally got back home.. Wen to Sweensens wit my cousins to celebrate my b'day.. Very full now.. Hehe.. =)..
Tomo mus go sch.. Very tired.. Doubt if i can wake up on time.. Haha.. Thats bout it for now.. Nitez.. Buaiz~

:: HaPpY BiRtHdAy t0 mE ::

2005-08-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

Finally its my b'dae.. Haha.. 13 yrs old at last.. Haha..
K.. School was alrite.. Had my maths test.. It was ok la.. Though i didnt study for it last nite..
Then tamil class was quite fun.. The rest of the day was alrite..
Willl be goin to my cousin's hse later to celebrate my b'dae..
Then i was online wen i came back from school.. Was approvin some testimonials in friendster.. Haha.. Strangers also wishin me happy birthday.. Haha..
Then.. Was chattin with some frens.. Thats bout it for now i guess.. Will write later again wen i m back frm my cousin's hse.. If i have the time.. =).. Till then.. Buaiz~

:: 0Ff t0 tHe AiRp0rT ::

2005-08-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

Just came back home after sendin off my sis n mum at the airport.. Haix.. Tml got school.. Then got maths test.. N i haven even revise yet!!! Haix.. Must do test on my b'day.. =(..
Then tml gettin back my tamil results.. Think i jus pass only.. Haha.. Cos i never study n the paper was so damn difficult.. Nvm la.. As long for tamil pass can alr.. Haha..
Very sleepy now.. But cannot sleep yet.. Must revise maths.. Haix.. Hope i dun hav bad luck tml on my b'day.. Jus hopin for the best.. Thats bout it.. Buaiz~

:: HaPpY NaTi0NaL DaY ::

2005-08-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was national day.. And i couldnt get connected to the internet the whole day.. Such rotten luck.. It was soo borin without usin the computer.. So i was watchin movies the whole day.. Haix..
Today my mum n elder sis goin to India.. They will be back on Sunday.. So as they wont be ard on my birthday, they bakin a cake for me today.. =)..
Tomorrow got maths test.. N i haven even start revising yet.. Haix.. Have to do test on my birthday.. Hope tml can get connection to the internet the whole day.. If not its goin to be so damn borin.. Thats bout it for now.. Buaiz~

:: NaTi0nAl DaY CeLeBrAti0nS ::

2005-08-08T14:36:00.000+08:00

Today had the national day celebrations.. At the beginnin it was kinda borin.. But the talent quest was ok.. Not bad.. Was not really payin attention to the programme.. Haha..
Was busy jokin and chattin wit my classmates;Anusha, Jia Yi, Basirah, Roy n Zong Ying.. We were practically like makin fun of each other.. It was fun.. Hehe.. =)..
Then we were commentin about how borin the show was.. And Roy was gradin the songs.. Haha.. He loves romantic songs.. Haha..
Then soon the programme ended and we had to go to the canteen to have our ice-cream..
And over there was a disaster for me.. Zhen Xin and Roy were tryin to take my picture.. And i was tryin to get rid of them.. Haha..
Then it was back to home.. And back to MSN.. Kk.. Buaiz~

:: n0t t0o Bad ::

2005-08-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

K.. Back again wit my 2nd post today.. The afternoon was nt bad..
My sis bought 2 new movies.. So i spent my afternoon watchin them.. Hehe.. But both of it also i watch half-way.. Wasn't in the mood to watch anythin..
Then i wen back to MSN.. Got ppl online.. But i never chat wit anyone.. Wasn't in the mood to chat also.. Haha.. Then was listenin to sum songs.. N checkin friendster..
Then in the evenin there was this show called 'Vasantham Star' at central.. Sum kind of dumb show.. Haha.. But can say it was funny..
The judges commenting the singers.. Ok maybe i shd say embarrassing rather then commenting.. Haha.. Then there was this guy tryin to act funny and tryin to be cool.. He was a total.. I shd say flop.. Hehe..
Then i went back to MSN n started chattin wit sum of my classmates.. The rest of the day was nt that bad.. Then wen ard disturbin my lil bro.. Hehe.. Thats bout it i guess.. Buaiz~

:: eArLy RiSe ::

2005-08-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

Nothin to do now.. So decided to blog.. Not many people online now.. Probably they are sleepin at this hour..
Jus had my breakfast.. Went to check my mails.. And to my surprise there were 13 new mails.. Haha.. I dont usually have this much of new mails as i check my inbox frequently.. And most of them were frm friendster.. Askin for request or sent me a msg..
Gettin alot of msgs frm unknown ppl, sendin birthday wishes.. Haha..
Have to go back to school on my birthday.. Haix.. Hope dont have any bad luck in school.. Will be writing again later in the evenin.. Buaiz~

:: t0o b0rEd ::

2005-08-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Just my luck tat i couldn't connect to internet throughout the whole afternoon.. And perhaps evening also.. It was so damn boring.. No computer.. No new movies to watch.. The whole day was like so BORING..
Then finally at night i got the connection to the internet back.. And that was also for awhile.. My com is goin crazy nowadays.. Hope tml i get back my connection for the whole day.. Haix.. Buaiz~

:: NtH MuCh ::

2005-08-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today was quite borin.. There was nt much lessons goin on..
Then later in the afternoon, some tamil students have to go for sum kind of competitions at St.Gabs.. The dance was a total mess.. The teacher at the very last minute also was changin the steps.. But overall my school got the most challengin trophy.. We won for Drama 1st, Poster making 1st, Debatin 3rd, Singing 3rd.. The dance didnt win.. And it was kind of obvious.. But nvm.. There is always the next time..
Monday is the National Day programme goin on in my sch.. Luckily we are goin to sit on chairs in the hall.. Its about 3 hrs so they ought to give us chairs also.. Haha.. Hope it will nt be borin.. Thats bout it.. Buaiz~

:: TiRiNg ::

2005-08-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

Today was very tirin.. Had P.E.. Then later after sch had to stay back for D&T.. So messy the place.. Haha..
Had to stay back till 4.30pm.. So tired!! Then i asked a guy frm another class to help me finish up my D&T practical. And he agreed.. Lol.. So i can go back home earlier.. If not mus go back very very late.. =)..
Then got back my science marks today.. And i pass!!! Haha.. Finally had one of my results out..
Then came back home, had my bath (was damn sticky.. lolz) and went to MSN.. As usual.. =).. Thats bout it for today i guess.. Nothin much interestin stuff happen today.. Buaiz~